lately, i've been feeling odd. i cried all day yesterday and now my eyes are red and puffy. i cant even them properly. i just hate way of how i'm living right now. i'm not going to get into details as it is my personal problem and life, but i do feel like i don't have anyone to talk to about my problems and i'm already losing it. school's making it even worst, "home" makes it even more worst. i just want something to call home and not "hell." i hate everything in here. every single damn thing.