@hyunhologic OMG, I’m such a big fan! I can’t believe you saw this and took the time to reply, thank you so much, I really appreciate it! I love you!!
So, I did talk to her about how I felt, both yesterday and the day before. I didn’t mention anything about thinking she might have feelings for me because I’m honestly not sure about that, and I don’t want to assume anything. I’ve just been thinking a lot about it, but regardless of whether she does or not, I want us to stay besties and nothing more. I did tell her abt the I love you part as well, and I also mentioned that I posted about how I was feeling online, but didn’t go into too much detail about her. I wanted her to know how I felt, not to make her feel guilty or anything. She ended up apologizing a lot, but I told her it wasn’t to hear an apology, I just wanted to be honest about my emotions.
We do vent to each other, but it’s not super frequent, just when we’re really feeling something. Yesterday was one of those times. I don’t want to take a break from her, I love her too much and honestly, I can’t imagine not having her in my life. But it is confusing sometimes because even though I see her as a friend and a sister, she gives off those romantic vibes, y’know? And it’s hard because I feel like when I talk about it, I might be coming off like I’m feeling something more than just friendship, but I swear I don’t.
Anyway, I’m just really thankful for the conversation we had. We didn’t argue, we just calmly talked things through and cleared the air. It felt better than letting things just sit there. She even told me to keep being open about my feelings like I am now, and she said she would try to understand me more. It was a really positive way to resolve it. Thank you again for your thoughts!
ly brother <3
waiting for the next hyunho yt upload
