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Guess Whose dad slouching on the couch, watching tv and order his daughter to go buy something late in the night alone in the arguably not so safe environment?
          And it's not the first time 

I'm an idiot 

Apa yang kupikirkan dulu sehingga aku memutuskan untuk lahir menjadi manusia.? 

It's crazy i think of suicide in thousands time a day

I don't even know how to describe it in words 

Today, someone might be dead 
          
          But 
          
          We just dont know
          
          
          Rest in peace, youre safe and free now

I always wonder... when will this shitty feelings gone?
          Im tired, im scared to see tomorrow yet i wonder how the future will be for me.
          Every happiness in my wishing list looks like a sin that i cant even dream on..

Felt like a shit is an understatement

What im scared of
          Is not a ghost
          Not a monster.
          Its My mind
          Myself

Dont ask me why
          The scars on my arm isnt something that can be represented by tons of words.