Omg guys I just... usnskwnmeke. So I bought heartless by Marissa Meyer and I finished it last night and I've never felt such sharp residual pain from a book and I just don't know how to deal rn. Like I BOUGHT IT so it's just sitting up there taunting me, haunting me with its pain and feels, like tiny pinpricks of pain and cold shivers down my back every time I stumble upon a familiar line on pinterest or insta and idk guys. I just cant. I can't life. I can't life anything and I just don't wanna. I don't wanna go to work, I just wanna stay home and eat chocolate and cry and cry and cry and cry and cry. Like I just wanna spoil everything but know I can't but omg I want to. I need someone who understands omg. I mean I have some friends who've read it but idk I just am so emotionally compromised over this book that I think I need to step down as captain (of my life) and let someone else steer for a while. While I eat chocolate. And cry.