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I'm honestly feeling so depressed at the moment. I don't have the money to get out of here. I don't have the motivation to do school work. I don't have the will to live. This pandemic has forced me to be with my abusers 24/7 and I'm not sure how long I can take being here.
I'm tired. I'm beyond tired. I don't want to keep living and I don't know what to do. I hate school but I need to graduate in order to get a job. I need to run away but I can't cause I am quite literally trapped in my home. There are fucking walls being built around us this isn't even funny anymore.
I hope when I die, whatever stories I have on three accounts would be enjoyed. I hope I leave a mark in this world, even just by a small bit.