You close your eyes so you can't see the evil in the world, you close your ears so you can't hear what others tell you
you close your mouth so you can't hurt those you love. You stop using your legs so you can't go further into life you don't use your arms so you no longer reach for the future ahead
You stop using your head so you stop thinking about the problems the world has.
You stop using your lungs so you can no longer breath the air that keeps you going
you stop using your stomach so you don't waste other peoples food.
You stop using your heart so you are no longer are here.
But thats not what you want. 
You want the world to know whats going on. 
You want to tell them that things are wrong and things are great but you want them to change. You want them to change because it is for the best. 
But they won't listen, no not one bit. 
You try your hardest and its just not enough. You are running low on the one thing that keeps you going, hope.
But you don't give up, you don't give in to the despair that keeps creeping up on your little light, but its the end. 
Your hard work all for what, nothing? For the people? No, its for the world.
The world's angel is you, your their to send the message the world failed to send.
Stop drowning me in your worries, stop drowning me in your sorrows,stop sending me closer to death, but more importantly, stop changing who i am! JL.