LadyOfTheNight

Well hell .... staying away is harder than i thought ... i miss you guys soo damn much .... and i know, i KNOW that chatting is not a good idea for my mental health at the moment ... it puts me under a lot of pressure because i feel like it is my duty to answer each anmd every one of you .... i always feel this need to be there for other people, to help and to make others happy, but by doing so, i kinda forget about my own feelings and needs 
          	so before i learn to still care about myself even when caring about others i kinda need to keep my distance .... and it is damn hard .... i care so very much about each and every one of you and i want to write you all so much 
          	
          	damn it ... i am kinda tired and i am sure i made a lot of careless mistakes in my message and i don't know if i make sense .... but i just really wanted to tell you guys how much you mean to me and how very much i miss you .... 
          	
          	
          	i love you guys
          	
          	take care
          	
          	
          	yours truly
          	the Lady of the Night
          	;)

iCrazy_Kuku

@LadyOfTheNight You take care of us by being there for YOU, you make us happy by making YOU happy. We love you to pluto and beyond, your health comes first. Hope you will be at peace soon. We haven't forgotten you and never will.~ 
          	  
          	  Take care, sweet angel. Do what you have to do. If it means at some point you don't come back here then its worth it because you'd be healthy. We love you. x
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bluelipstick12

@LadyOfTheNight You aren't neglecting us Lady! Do what's best for you, it's what we all want for you. We can find another way to communicate that's less stressful too.
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LadyOfTheNight

sooo many wonderfull people whom i never answered .... some wrote me two or nearly three years ago the last time and i never answered .... ever since my depressions started ..... i didn't know back then what exactely was wrong with me .... and even now, knowing that i am seriously ill and that it is not my fault i feel so damn guilty for not answering, for not being here and for neglecting you guys so much
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LadyOfTheNight

Well hell .... staying away is harder than i thought ... i miss you guys soo damn much .... and i know, i KNOW that chatting is not a good idea for my mental health at the moment ... it puts me under a lot of pressure because i feel like it is my duty to answer each anmd every one of you .... i always feel this need to be there for other people, to help and to make others happy, but by doing so, i kinda forget about my own feelings and needs 
          so before i learn to still care about myself even when caring about others i kinda need to keep my distance .... and it is damn hard .... i care so very much about each and every one of you and i want to write you all so much 
          
          damn it ... i am kinda tired and i am sure i made a lot of careless mistakes in my message and i don't know if i make sense .... but i just really wanted to tell you guys how much you mean to me and how very much i miss you .... 
          
          
          i love you guys
          
          take care
          
          
          yours truly
          the Lady of the Night
          ;)

iCrazy_Kuku

@LadyOfTheNight You take care of us by being there for YOU, you make us happy by making YOU happy. We love you to pluto and beyond, your health comes first. Hope you will be at peace soon. We haven't forgotten you and never will.~ 
            
            Take care, sweet angel. Do what you have to do. If it means at some point you don't come back here then its worth it because you'd be healthy. We love you. x
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bluelipstick12

@LadyOfTheNight You aren't neglecting us Lady! Do what's best for you, it's what we all want for you. We can find another way to communicate that's less stressful too.
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LadyOfTheNight

sooo many wonderfull people whom i never answered .... some wrote me two or nearly three years ago the last time and i never answered .... ever since my depressions started ..... i didn't know back then what exactely was wrong with me .... and even now, knowing that i am seriously ill and that it is not my fault i feel so damn guilty for not answering, for not being here and for neglecting you guys so much
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AlexisTanny

You are an amazing person Lady. I already know it I've just stumbled upon your profile and I was curious, as I have the same username on Instagram. Hope you get better soon and you have my and your followers' support when you might need it. Xx 

AlexisTanny

@LadyOfTheNight yes, it is an amazing coincidence!! And that's great! It's also an honour to meet you too!! I'm sure Lady is as  spectacular as her creator. Thanks, may the night be ever in your favor too! (I don't really know what it means yet. But I hope to read your book soon and find out.) And yes, I'm lucky that I was able to talk to you when you are online, and I also found out that you are an amazing person and deserve the world!!
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LadyOfTheNight

@AlexisTanny 
            another coincidence is, that this is the first time i have been online for about six months or so ... and there you are xD
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LadyOfTheNight

@AlexisTanny 
            
            haha that sure is an amazing coincidence ^^ ... well ... what can i say ... it is a great username ;) ... and i kinda created a whole fictional character out of it ... the lady now has a mind of her own ^^
            glad to meet you fellow lady ... and you know ... funny thing about people taking their time to tell virtual strangers that they are amazing is that often times they are really amazing themselves ...so let me tell you in all honesty "it is my pleasure to meet you" ... when i get my life back on track i'll be sure to visit your profile and write you :)
            
            thank you for your kind and encouraging words
            
            my the night be ever in your favor 
            ;P
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lizsaidshush

I miss you Lady. ♡

LadyOfTheNight

@floebits 
            oh no ... this time you didn't change it... you just never told me what your username was before xD ... so i felt like you changed it again .... my bad ^^
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LadyOfTheNight

@floebits 
            
            you changed your username again xD ....
            
            i will be back ... i promise ... i just can't make promises about the time :/ ... but i will be back :) ... and i won't forget all your support and kindness
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marsellaneous

Lady is back! Yahoo! ^^
          
          Have you forgotten me btw? :P

marsellaneous

@LadyOfTheNight also take care of yourself :)
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marsellaneous

@LadyOfTheNight yeah old is gold after all lol
            
            That's really nice to hear ^^
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LadyOfTheNight

@missmessymarsaddict 
            yeah well ... not easy ^^ ... but i am glad that you kept yours ... and i am glad that you still remember me after all these years
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LadyOfTheNight

hey there guys .... for those who didn't get the memo the first time: a little over a year ago i was diagnosed with severe depressions ... i am doing everything i can to get better and i am getting professional help ... but nevertheless i am no longer an active writer, at least for now and rarely online nowadays ... i have not forgotten about you and i love you and think of you (more often than i probably should xD) 
          
          i love you all very much  ... but chatting and keeping in contact with too many people is causing me lots of stress which is why i'm taking it reallly, really slow
          
          lots of love
          
          your one and only
          mesmerizing, incredible, beautiful, intelligent, .... , lovely (and in reality extremely shy and selfhating ^^)
          LadyOfTheNight
          ^_^

LadyOfTheNight

@MrIncREDibles 
            i will try my hardest .... i was in a ... hmm ... hospital for psychological diseases..? ... of course there are names for it in german but i am not sure how to translate ^^
            anyways ... i was there for about 10 weeks but they couldn't help me enough so now i'm looking for other options ... we'll see
            
            take care and always keep being the kind, amazing and fun person that you are :)
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LadyOfTheNight

@AndrewT 
            and i still remember you as well ... and one of our first conversations was about poems ... i think you commented on my poem ^^ 
            well ... time flies ;) 
            ... has it really been ten years??? o.O ... wow ... 
            
            take care as well .... i will be back ...i promise ... and even if it is in three years ... but i will be back ^^
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AndrewT

@LadyOfTheNight Take dear! It's been almost 10 years and I still remember your icon :)
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GreekMyth-

<3

LadyOfTheNight

@GreekMyth- 
            and i am humbled to see that you are still hanging around my page and still reply ..... that you are still here, ready for whenever i come back, that you are still interested in keeping in contact .. even though we are "just" internet acquaintances .... that is a very humbling and amazing thought  .....you guys are amazing
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GreekMyth-

@LadyOfTheNight glad to hear from you Lady! <3
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