It should hurt. It shouldn’t hurt to know that no one cares. When you don’t talk to anyone and nobody notices. They went silent for a fucking hour and everyone was worried for them. But i leave for a day and NOBODY has noticed. It hurts. It shouldn’t but it fucking hurts.
I guess I am an attention seeker.
I go a day without people and im already needy
Whining for them
They can’t here me
I fake all these things
Its just my imagination
Wanting help
If the smallest chance happens
And somebody sees this
They might see
Im barely gripping onto my sanity
Its like trying to hold water
It keeps slipping
It shouldn’t hurt to feel a void
So
Why does it?
Okay then… it will take a while for it to come out as I am busy until Mid-August, then i have school, but in that time, hopefully a new chapter will arrive!
The walls are to thin mother to thin. I would appreciate the next time that you talk shit about me ypu do it where I can’t here you so I don’t start crying. Thank you. And yes. I an “like that” fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you”