Heyy baby!!
Yk I want to talk with you, tell you my reasons, explain my situation..... but i don't know why my mind is going all blank when I come to your page to talk.
I dont know what is this phase or situation called but I dont want you to feel like I disappeared intentionally or ignoring you.
I dont even feel like to talk with anyone...
You know sweetheart on the new year eve..... I became the opposite person of what I actually thought to be.
It was an irony how on the first day of new year, my whole being was feeling like its the end of everything of me...... weird right? I know.
I didn't wished anyone like i planned to.
Your wish was the first one i received (apart from my family though) amd second from another close frd.... thats it..
But your wish was like a flame to my darkness....a small, unexpected yet precious flame.
Reading that one sentence brought me in happy tears.... it was like I got a hope to stop that ending.
I am really grateful to that msg...... to every msg of yours.
Thank you for existing....... thank you for coming in my life...
On this app you are that person I deeply care for.....
I love and respect you alot darling....please know this ❤️❤️