hissss

damn im fat i need to starve 

just waiting for him to kiss me:(

nah already was but i gotta up my game with it 

better start starving 

GOOD GOD I'M SO FAT

go to your julie korean japanese girl wearing a grey sweater and black sweatpants who's 5ft tall and cute or whatever 

damn might as well break up

mkay 3s

why why why why why do i have a big asd mouth why why why was i so detailed  SHY DID I TELLL HET EVERTHING 

I'm so tired, I'm so scared. I can't be happy all the time, it's so hard, keeping my face and image and staying consistent with all of the things I've done and said. I'm so tired, nothing is helping. I want to rest, but I can't, nothing is helping nothing is helping nothing is helping why the fuck is anything not helping me when can I even be helped and salvaged or rescued from this torment I can't I can't I can't I'm done it's all over I'm failing I've failed I'm going to be in debt in the future, I won't get in my dream colleges, I won't get into NASA, I won't make a consistent and more than enough salary to supplement myself and my life, my boyfriend will probably hate me, and then leave me because I'm stupid and weird and fucking insane, I'm done, it's all over. I don't deserve all these things I have right now, I deserve to be tormented and die. I'm absolutely the worst human being alive. I've only ever caused harm and stupidity and negativity just by being fucking alive. This is too much. I don't want to cause more suffering on others. I don't want this anymore. I'm done I'm done it's over it's over it's over it's fucking over.