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I'm a church girl but y'all know what? I feel like i really am a good sinner, i always fought back whenever they said hurtful words on me, is that it? don't cheer me up, i just said this becs i can't keep it to myself, sooner or later i will be fine then everything will be like this again, almost everyday. FUCK Y'ALL PEOPLE, i might be so dramatic but ignore me, i can managed to be stronger, i can't easily end my life becs I'm afraid to die and will go to hell, God gave me this obstacle becs he knews what I'm capable of, that i can be braver but this is too much for my punishment? :(