Dear Ghost Twin,
It'll be alright. God knows what he's doing. Just take a deep breath, clear your mind, and place all of your worries in God's hands. At least try. He has a plan for each and every one of us. He has a purpose for you. For all of us. You may not know it yet, but it's true. I promise you it will get better, but only if you put your trust in God. Only if you place every fear and worry in His hands. He has it all under control. God gave you a beautiful smile; make sure you're using it.
Sincerely,
Your Ghost Twin