LAMIDE

My birthday was on july 29th and a week later i got my admission letter to Uni. i am so happy, bittersweet tears are FLOURISHNG. tho this means i might not be able to post my chapters as frequent as i do. I'ma do  a houdini for like 15 years(I'm jk). but i'll make time to continue reading and commenting on some people's work. I kno i know. I don't have TIME. maybe it should be an element of Falter?!! Who knows. Maybe Lana will send me a script or two

I have posted chapter 21. it's a milestone cause i wanted only a 4 main character pov( xauvin, fedigard, edela, gaia) but was wondering how do i advance the plot that the villain plans whilst the heroes are cught unawares. like movies. in my depths of destructive spiralling and grief, i mistakenly gave birth to a queen
          HERSADES
          Dear lord, you think she was ominous and cruel in chapter 21. wait till when she has her own POV
          which will appear sometime in october, as im entering uni in september(undergraduate first year) so i'm busy and please don't be offended people i said i will check their books out. i'm too busy handling life right now i want to blame Norman fucking Rockwell( LANA will be proud) but i promise to read and check and vote and do everything in my power. so this is a " don't think i'm ghosting you guys because i hate yall" message
          Cheers

LIFE UPDATE:
          I think I’m in the middle of an actual existential crisis.
          
          As a straight man, I never expected to be dragged — nay, ensnared — into Lana Del Rey’s despair.
          She didn’t just sing to me. She time-traveled me.
          
          Suddenly it’s 1920.
          I’m heartbroken. My lover just left me for a white man in suspenders named Harold.
          The only thing she said before disappearing forever was: “tongxiliang.”
          
          Now I fling open my windows dramatically at 2am, hoping for her voice in the wind.
          But it’s just mosquitoes.
          Biting me like karma.
          
          Anyway, stream Born to Die.

A MESSAGE FROM THE DEPTHS OF PASERA ️
          Hey legends. I know I’ve been quiet. The silence wasn’t planned — Pasera has been draining my soul, and Chapter 20 nearly chewed me up.
          
          Between bloodied scrolls, cursed relics, and the sickening weight of what Denethor did, I genuinely had to pause and breathe.
          
          Writing this arc felt like dragging myself through the very dungeons I wrote about — raw, twisted, and emotional. But the silence? Oh, it birthed fire. 
          
          Because Xauvin's past? Not what you think.
          Death? Not who you think.
          And Hersades? She’s not just an antagonist. She’s a weapon—with lips like a spell and a womb that hungers for Xauvin’s soul.
          
          I’m writing Chapter 21 now.
          But Chapter 20 is done. It’s yours.
          And it will ruin your peace.

HELLOOO FROM THE OTHER SIDE 
          falter update because you deserve stress:
          there are BOMBS. PLURAL.
          emotional. magical. actual.
          i’m writing chapter 21 but just sent 20
          read it and scream responsibly ‍♂️

I just realized something. Adele's work life is 3 months but she disappears for 7 years and comes back with a grammy ballad and oscar single. i write for about 3 hours and disappear for months and come back wih a tear jerking chapter. Please give me my flowers devoted fans

i am so sorry, i have been extremely busy and tired. Your boy is running high on coffee and adele vibes but heyyyyy. I dropped chapter 19. I know this on and off break i take is Heartbreaking as you play someone like you hoping to find a story as rich as mine and turning tables but at least you have a chapter to ruminate on and love right? anyways chapter 19 out now. Parsera isn't done yet

happy easter folks

chapter 18 is out

chapter 18 is dropping today. Let us feel the thunder