Have you ever felt lonely?
Not alone, because you've got a lot of friends. People who care and love you. And yet, it still feels like it's not enough.
When you're scrolling through social media wondering why is everyone online, but they're all just playing together on a group chat you've never been added before.
And that's when you start wondering if they hear you, really hear you.
Because listening is easy, but what's important is what you remembered from that.
When you tell them that you always felt left out, that you were jus a backup friend, and they do the same thing. When you feel invisible. Cared for but nowhere to be seen.
Is it selfish of me to want something more? To have that one person who will love me unconditionally. Who will talk to me, help me, listen to me and always mention me when I'm not there. Who won't forget me when I'm gone, who will miss me when I needed to go.
I think I deserve someone who will treat me the same way as I treat others. Is it really too much to hope on?