LanceTheSparrow

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LanceTheSparrow

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I assume you've all heard. 
          
          Legends was canceled. And, yes, most of you are here for my Snowbarry stories, and you more than likely don't give a shit, but Legends was such a safe space for me. 
          
          I fell into Legends long before Flash and SG, and eventually found my way back to them. I'm still very numb to the feeling, and this all feels like a nightmare I'm going to wake from any moment now. 
          
          I only ever learned I was queer because I started watching LoT, and eventually began questioning my sexuality and, soon, my gender. 
          
          LoT is the only reason I survived as long as I did. I was in such a dark and terrible place when I first started watching LoT that this cancelation hurts so damn much. My Twitter TL is full of sadness, and I don't know how to feel. 
          
          Am I supposed to be angry? At the CW for canceling when theres a cliffhanger that needs to be solved? Disappointed we won't get anymore Legends' content? Sad? I don't know. I don't. I truly, /truly/ don't. 
          
          The story thats being written right now, the one I mentioned a few months ago, is currently being converted into an Avalance because Avalance is my heart and soul. 
          
          It's also going to be delayed a while, as I'm leaving to take a break from writing it. Oneshots will still come. None for the flash, unless they're requested.

xwf1000

@LanceTheSparrow Had no idea that this show means so much to you. I'd do like Sara Lance & was always a Badass. The show has always been up & down for me. Take some time off until you are ready to come back Mentally.
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LanceTheSparrow

[2/2] This cancelation is ruining me, it's ruining the fandom. It's been tearing us all apart from the inside since we found out about the news. 
            
            And, no, I'm not just being dramatic. I survived so many episodes of depression because I had them as a safety net, a sanctuary I could escape to when I felt life itself wasn't worth fighting for. 
            
            Sara Lance, as a character, means everything to me. We've seen her grow from badass assassin, to dead, to struggling with a bloodlust to now— married, alien-clone-hybrid, and pregnant with her wife's baby. 
            
            She's been through that much, and she still came out kicking the other side. Even writing this is hard. I never thought I'd have to. I hoped we'd get an eighth season– at least to wrap things up, and create an actual ending, rather than a cliffhanger. 
            
            I'm gonna fuckin’ miss this band of misfits. From Sara Lance, the final OG to the newest, and last team member, Gwyn Davies. From Nate Heywood as the Steel to Ray Palmer as the Atom. Zari Tomaz to Zari Tarazi. Behrad Tarazi to Spooner. Astra to Gideon. Leonard Snart to Mick Rory. Rip Hunter to John Constantine. 
            
            This hurts. And it always will.
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LanceTheSparrow

"DOES IT EVER END" one & two, "STICKS AND STONES", "GAME OF SURVIVAL", and "SEVENTEEN YEARS" have all officially been unpublished. 
          
          They have returned to my draft pile and will be staying there as I plan out and write a new (original) idea with my own characters and plotline. 
          
          To remove stress on myself (already stressed enough with school and whatnot) they will remain there until this story is (hopefully, I obviously have a record of going back on promises) finished being written and published. 
          
          It's not a fanfiction! As I said — original idea, with original characters (OC's) and a made up problem. 
          
          When it'll be completely finished, is unknown. Hopefully within the year, however as school progresses and life gets chaotic again, what with covid finally (seemingly) vanishing (most places, at least. I'm still stuck in quarantine lmao) and life picking back up.

xwf1000

@LanceTheSparrow Good luck whatever's going on with you & hope you come back better than ever. There was one story that I'd liked even though we had a little bit of disagreement on the ending of it but it is what it is I'd guess.
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LanceTheSparrow

@shreyadaga17 Hopefully, yes. I don't (plan) on abandoning them, but as I said, I obviously have a record of going back on things I've said due to my own issues with planning and commitment.
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shreyadaga17

Will you ever come back to the fanfics you unpublished.
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LanceTheSparrow

A new addition to "alien". This book is gonna turn into a mini rant ig.
          
          "The brick wall", a darker side of "Humpty Dumpty".
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/297506676?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=LanceTheSparrow&wp_originator=fgZaclYGBKidWRFp%2B%2B%2FJBv%2FWwIoJq8cSv7MEAJnReGx7lVNhIEbRhk3Hic9QfkBCUB49Holo1aZYJ51rZjXHFzx5pomltbgs7GbPpsmQb6FIqr%2B%2BKcQBADNJEPmk%2Fubp

LanceTheSparrow

"alien", a short story about feeling like an imposter. 
          
          I've been having a serious mental health decline in the past few days and I guess my emotions just grew to be too much for me to handle, so I wrote. It's super different- alike to my darker themes, but completely different. 
          
          I'm basically using this new perspective/style to rant about my own life.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/297506676?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=LanceTheSparrow&wp_originator=hJjY8N7RqLQ1f7tNVtgOBS%2F4Q5GxRzDf4RfBTxc1sM15zLdvPVA1hZV%2F8BBomHP9GVXA76tVVdsd97ued1qmK8LLHLk0NP1XtWR2pulNMCF7kFtig7KOKSD9kcMgjlFG