LandyCose

It's quite funny. Nothing much has changed but now that I look back at it it's all different. Feelings die. Memories blur. But life still goes on.  I could still say I'm immature. But I'm more at peace with how I feel compared to in the past, when I was in a dark place. Mentally and physically. I hope I never return to it. I wish this to be my last message. That it does get better. But even after everything I'm still sorry. That I couldn't be the person you wanted me to be. I'm sorry I made you leave.

LandyCose

There's no one else like you.
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LandyCose

I dont deserve you. I hurt you when u were there for me at my lowest. I understand now. Please dont say it's too late.
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LandyCose

But please come back. I miss you.
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LandyCose

It's quite funny. Nothing much has changed but now that I look back at it it's all different. Feelings die. Memories blur. But life still goes on.  I could still say I'm immature. But I'm more at peace with how I feel compared to in the past, when I was in a dark place. Mentally and physically. I hope I never return to it. I wish this to be my last message. That it does get better. But even after everything I'm still sorry. That I couldn't be the person you wanted me to be. I'm sorry I made you leave.

LandyCose

There's no one else like you.
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LandyCose

I dont deserve you. I hurt you when u were there for me at my lowest. I understand now. Please dont say it's too late.
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LandyCose

But please come back. I miss you.
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LandyCose

we don't talk.
          were not enough.
          and the storm slowly arise.
          and we would fall down. 
          we would slowly fall apart.

LandyCose

you look so misunderstood and i wish i could help but is hard when i hate myself. 
            
            i'm seeing you fall but i can't do anything to save you. i'm seeing your pain but i can't end it.
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LandyCose

"sometimes i have to stop caring about you. not because i don't care but because you don't."

LandyCose

over absolutely nothing.
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LandyCose

treat me no different than everyone else. i thought we were stronger than that. but you never saw anything in me that would make you stay. im done.
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LandyCose

i ask myself why i still care everyday. when no one gives a damn about me. so ill stop trying. i cant help you, if I'm weaker. i cant help you, if i cant even help myself.
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LandyCose

"i'm a paradox. i want to be happy, but i think of things that make me sad. I'm lazy, yet i'm ambitious. I don't like myself, but i also love who i am. I say i don't care, but i really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I'm a conflicted contradiction. If i can't figure myself out, there's no way anyone else has."