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I am so FUCKING done with my dad. I took an order from my sister to crochet some plushies for a pride event (which I was ecstatic about btw), and when my dad found out, he pulled me aside and had a "friendly little chat." He claimed I was "lying to him" and "going behind his back" even though I told him the full truth about the things I crocheted and didn't try to hide. He painted me as a "willing victim", not wanting me "becoming a part of this sexual culture." Keep in mind, he was not sober either. I handled it as maturely as I could while being scared half to death and incredibly angry and told him the LGBT+ community was something worth celebrating. He strongly disagreed with me, which was expected because of his upbringing. (He's big on Mormonism) I told him I was uncomfortable with the conversation and asked to be excused. He said I could leave so I gave him a hug and told him happy father's day since that's the night it happened. Even if he pisses me off and is a huge source of my anxiety, I wouldn't be any better than him if I wasn't respectful, so I just left before I ended up saying something stupid. Later, he came up to my room and took my computer away (while I was trying to sleep) and started arguing with my mom, so I got out of bed and helped resolve it a bit. Well, before he went and started a fight with my older brother (who also wasn't sober btw.) My mom and I had a little heart to heart though, and we both decided it's time for a change. My mom's also religious, but she isn't a huge hypocrite like my dad is and loves her children unconditionally. My older sister came by the next morning to give me the excess inventory and money from the event and expressed to my mom how much she hated the relationship with her and my dad since she feels like she can't depend on her own fucking father, and how it feels like he resents and doesn't respect her. (Continuation below)