Lanisha Long

Me wanting him after all of this is unhealthy and I realize this. So now i have to make myself proud and let go. Forever. 

Pulling out a chunk of my heart that I need will begin to kill me. But I'll regain strength and fight on. 

He doesn't see me as he should. But he will. One day. By that time I'll be no where to be seen. 

Joe dirt inspired me to keep on. Is that sad ? 

He doesn't even know, and I won't tell him. 

I love him, but he loved me. Time for me to let go. 

I want to be good in the lords eyes and go to heaven. So I will fight. 

Anxiety and my insecurities in my self integrity will shake me. But I'm going to fight. 

Anxiety won't take me down . 

I've been so Lucky to stumble apon an amazing book called "beauty an the pharoah" by @luckycharms  I'm so grateful. :)!!