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*ldhwkiwfekrsmabvj*
          Being alive is spooky! 

So, I got to know, a random stranger with whom maybe I chatted for a few times gossiped whatever I would tell him covering with spices, like dude I shared weird incidents to you cz I don't give a shit about what you think about me, but gossiping with spices is a bit too much. Ya, online persona's can imagine a different persona in different characters cz they really don't know each other.
          
          But there's always a fact, you know me with things that I only said, you don't know me in reality. A person have different kind of traits. Without meeting irl, without spending time together, without doing group works together, you won't know how a person is. So even if you fall in love with online persona, know that it's pretty weird. None shares their pics without a bit of editing, none shares a pic except the angle it's according to their likings. You may know a person through me, but maybe I have focused only good things while talking or only bad things while only speaking. A person should be judged from different aspects. Not from only an incident of life.
          
          You may like me, I may not like you. You may not like me, I may like you. Thats only in online. But if this happens irl, if you like someone's character, if he/ she misbehaves, you won't like that character anymore.
          
          There's different kinds of likings and admiring is one of them. And you may cut out a person when you do not like them as a human.
          That's funny and weird, in past I may have done some mistakes cz I didn't go through that kind of stuffs before but some analyzing those without knowing everyone's perspective is funny and absurd. You don't know me, I don't know you, whatever I went through you didn't, whatever you went through I didn't. It's disgusting to gossip about someone with whom you barely spoke.
          
          It's absurd to say I admire the human being inside you while gossiping with others on that person's life incidents.

Chicken Korma ;-;

One can't blame someone for defending what's left of themselves, for refusing to be disrespected anymore.

It's not the stab in the back that hurts the most, it's when you turn around and see who's holding the knife.

Wèishéme nà bùshì wǒ

I like to draw but lack admirers of imagination. They are way too much mature , so does this make me immature? 

I don't read here ;-;
          

Nobody asked but here's two movies that I wanna recommend for watching - 
          
          The 1st one includes the story of a brother and sister .
          
          https://youtu.be/81QVohYzMAo?si=F8r06nrm-cxMlGXz
          
          ( I wanted a brother for a long period but now I don't but I still remember how I felt.)
          
          (The 2nd one is a love story. Though I don't clearly remember falling in love with someone but maybe had a glimpse of it. )
          
          https://youtu.be/AgvRzUrpk0o?si=qvpD6BkdUKk68_M0
          
          

Kindness is not flirting 
          Attention is not love 
          Silence is not anger
          Tears are not weakness