Being bipolar is more than just a mental illness, it also means my personality is a mixture of contradictions. I like being neat, organized and methodical in life but most of the time I'm happiest when things are spur of the moment.I love schedules, but I get bored with redundancy and need constant change in my life. I'm very compassionate, but I'm very selective on those I let close to me. I'm very back and forth in terms of what works best for me and because of it I'm a bit of an unpredictable person.