Zoiris

Help I just saw Vitalasys 2 newest videos in his 2nd channel and I want to cry

I just realized that Tommy doesn't have any older brother figures anymore...

Help,,I am currently going through the five stages of grief except not really and I just want to throw up.Also,I have a question.Does watching wilbur's old experiment videos make me an asshole. I feel like liking anything that he made mskes me as bad as him. Help

Okay so...WHAT THE FUCK.So If you haven't heard Wilbur soot and this twitch streamer where dating and Wilbur abused her. WHAT THE FUCK. CANT AN ADULT MALE MINCRAFT YTUBER NOT TURN OUT TO BE A PIECE OF SHIT FOR ONCE

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          help.today I asked my dad why he told me that I can't read past 10 o clock and when I told him it helps me sleep  he told me that I should have said that and not have lied and said that I didn't look at the time,Wich,wasn't a lie but still. And then I said that its the only thing that helps me sleep and he just said too bad you shouldn't have lied. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME. I KNOW THAT LIEING MAKES HIM MAD AND YET I STILL DO IT.

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           If sm sees this and has the time could they answer I really need some guidance hear(I will close my Wattpad in a bit and hope my parents don't see anything)
          
          So um today my bully who my "bff" likes to spend time with threatened me and said that if I go to far he is gonna beat me up. All I did was snap back to said bff bc no, George you can't just ignore me and not play with me or even talk to me for 2 fucking years and then expect me to be your friend. Especially when you hang around not only not two but THREE people that bully me. Anyways I am scared. I don't know if I should tell my parents that I am too scared to go to school. They might say it is my fault (tho they've never said sm like that except when they said that I lost my right bc I screamed) or even worse they might say that it is no excuse to not go to school. I am scared. I am not even supposed to be awake rn .

Um sm help me my Wattpad is in dutch(I think) for example the word announce is Ogtos

So um just for slight context to anyone whom might come across this I usually use my Convo tag thingies like reddit or Tumblr. Anyways. Tw:rant ig.
          
          I think my parents are a bit...over dramatic a actually there is an idiom in my language that I think is more accurate. Πνίγονται σε μια κουταλιά νερό. They are drowning in a spoonful of water. For example today I kinda sliced a part of my desk's cover(it's a bit bigger than my palm)and they found out. They screamed(well my dad did)Wich is a problem for me cause I hear things louder than what they actually R. My dad also started ranting because "they will have to buy a new desk"like if you don't wanna waste the money I can either gather money through doin lil jobs like tacking somemea dog out for a walk or I can just write on my bed or the floor. Another example is,one time I accidentally put "too much pasta" in my bowl(it was in fact NOT to much pasta)(I put the same amount of pasta the next day and asked my mama if it is too much but she said it wasn'tsoo)and anyways my dad saw it and he then proceeded to call me a liar when I told him it was an accident and then when I started crying cause one he is loud and two I don't like to be a disappointment he said I was fake crying and yelled at me,then he took the bowl of pasta out of my hands and I'm pretty sure that if I hadn't made salad I wouldn't have eaten anything that night

Since today I learned that Jellie is now dead I will be crying or I would if I didn't have to sleep. Anyways. Jellie was the queen,she will always be remembered,from the hermitcrafters to lifestealers the cat was known all through out Minecraft and will forever be pice of it

So um i need to write something that made me a bit angry so i am writing it here.So lets begin.In my entire life(i am a tteenager) i have gone to three weddings.Tge first time all was well all was good.The second and third time however simething happend.It wasn't anything major but it still mmade me a bit mad ,anywas borg the second and the third wedding i ve been to an old man whom i have(had?idk) senn like ince in my life when i was five comes to the table me&my parents ate sitting and he talks a bit to my parents and then,with no worning he hoes ahead and hugs me(from behind.i am sitting in my seat)and so i try to push him away gently becuase i dont fell comfterable with somone who i dont know touching me.Both of thise times later when we(my parents and i)are home they lecture me becuase "what you did wasn't right" "you made him upset" like,what about him trying to  .    ʙᴜᴛ thats okay?like what?