My Dearest Loves,
It has been so long that I have been gone I have no idea how many of you even remember MamaLara. It has been a very dark time for me. I have survived a pre-cancerous growth of massive size, another heart attack, and several small strokes and now Covid. I have lost my last children to the world and they don't need or want me anymore. I now live in a new state and am starting a new life alone. Through it all I have tried to get better so I could come back to you. Now I don't even know if there is anyone to come back to. You must all think I abandoned you. That is not the case.