I make stuff, and i really dont like, yet i still write it. I am in a loop of suffering and i really need to stop, but i cant help myself. I am really sorry for whoever stumbles upon my pure abomination of keyboard clacking. It seriously pains me, i want it to stop, but it wont. All my brain does is feed me this absolute monstrous content, and the cycle repeats itself, over and over and overrrrrr. I am so done with this, please help