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Let's see if I can keep this going 
          I just published "Almost" of my story "A Dance Of War". https://my.w.tt/EZb3n5tu92

Because of some things that have been brought to my attention I don't think I will be able to publish chapter's for A Dance Of War so frequently as I usually would. Depending on what happens in the near future, meaning these next few weeks or so, I might end up possibly deleting the story or just unpublishing it entirely. I'm not sure it just depends on what happens but I will be updating a few of my other stories while not focusing on A Dance Of War. I don't want to unpublish the story or delete it because I actually really like writing it and it is one of my favorites now, it all just depends on what happens. 

I feel so broken rn, I didn't think I could start losing hope. I don't wanna lose hope but when you feel like such a horrible person it's kinda hard not to. 

Every time I try doing something good or thoughtful or something at all positive it just always has the worst out comes. I wanna do good things but every time I try it just ends horribly! Times like these I feel like the one person in my life that I truly care about hates me cuz all I end up doing is making it worse for them! 

I busted my laptop to the point where it won't turn on anymore even if it's fully charged. So updates on A Dance Of War might get slow, it's easier for me to type on my laptop than my phone so expect more typos  sorry!

I want you to want me this way
          And I need you to need me to stay
          If you say that you don't feel a thing 
          If you don't know
          Let me go
          ~if you don't know

almost 40 reads so far and I'm here wondering who'll be the first to comment or vote on A Dance of War‍♀️

we love when you're trying to type and there's a bunch of paint dots all over your screen :(

why has no one told me how cringy my old stuff is? yikes

Merry Christmas everyone