Larry_Styleson174

So I have a new account and I just found my account from 2 years ago this is something I would not like to go back to oh my god I just read everything that's like on my page and like things I wrote it's all just so cringy i was such a people pleaser

i miss u :(

Anyone and i mean anyone please give me their snap im board and i just wanna talk to someone and its 4am for me hehe

Hey everyone soooooo i still don't have my phone back and i still cant get in to my regular account wanna know jow everyone is doing? As soon as i get in my account i will update the story i promise ❤❤

Whoever is seeing this its me i have a different account right now its just temporary untill i get my phone fixed i don't remember the password to it soooo im om my brothers phone and made a new account i will let you guys know when j get mt phone and i promise you a lot if chapter Will be coming out at knew I've been writing them in a note book so i have them ready i love every single one of you and ill tell you all when i get my phone byeeee ❤ tpwk

Hey u haven’t been active in so long are you ok? 

Heyy is your name actually Jennifer cause you can say “And I’m...Jennifer.“ also hope you’re okay :)

Hey girl! I just wanted to see how you're doing! I haven't heard from you lately, and I hope everything is alright! <3

Hey besties just seeing how everyone is doing and why is Wattpad so quiet now lol my phone would blow up with notifications but hows everyone's day, afternoon or night? Have you eaten anything today? Are you having a good day? Just remember you are wanted in this world and make sure to tpwk. I love all of you! ❤️

Right now I'm just ranting idk why I just don't have anywhere else to say this shit because I feel like evrytime I try to say how I'm feeling I get out down and I just feel lost....2 days ago I OD and I've been criticized for doing it and saying you have all these people around you you had no reason to do that but the thing they don't know is most of those people just judge me for who I am my fucking brother tells me to go kill myself and when I even tried he didn't care it felt like nobody cared I didn't even get to go see the fireworks cause I was still in the hospital I hate to think that I have to rely on a pill to keep me alive I just don't wanna be here in general it's getting harder and harder to wanna be here it's been 4 fucking years and nothing has gotten better and it was my 3rd attempt at commiting suicide I just can't do it anymore I hate saying I'm fine or putting on a fake smile I hate it so much I've been through horible shit in my like and people just tell me to put it in the past....
          Lol sorry for the people who read that just ranting right now lmao I'm surprised you actually read it wow sorry lol