abby;)

Just got to know my mum was a Beatles fan. Ig this is history repeating itself‍♀️

I'll forever have a never ending crush on long hair harry 

Hey love can you please check out my Larry-ziam fic  I was made for loving you. Tell me anything I could do in return.
          
          Your fellow directioner,
          J xx

So i was just having tuitions and it was a group study kinda thing. There was this guy asking for more marks and shit.  So the tutor says that "you shouldn't live for marks. Like some people eat to live like him and some live to eat". He says pointing towards me. "Like her"
           
          I could have told him i had thyroid which is making me fat due to the hormonal changes in my body. I could have told him that it's not appropriate or right to make comments about someone's body without knowing the entire truth.  
          
          If he had said this a month ago i know i would have continued starving myself to death. But now i realise. I realise that people will never stop. They will never stop making comments about my body until I'm thin and slim. Until all there's left is a skeleton of bones. Until i look pretty as those cover girls. And people will continue assuming things about me. But i just gotta keep my head straight and keep on ignoring them i guess. 

I saw in your bio that you wanted a gf, let’s fake date babygurl 

@DinosaurzMate26 not like i mind‍♀️‍♀️‍♀️

i think i am gonna be single for the rest of my life because what i want from a relationship is nowhere close to reality, i guess. i want long walks and cuddles. i want forehead kisses. i want to spend so much time with that one person that we both smell like each other. i want to borrow his hoodies(although i am bi, i mostly like to date guys because i like my partners taller than me. and i am above the average girl height. i am 5'6 lmao. so its mostly guys). i want my first kiss to be under the stars. i want an epic love at least for once in my lifetime. i want to make spotify playlists for him and he'd do the same. i want so much more. but that's not life. that's just a fucking dream and no matter how much i try, it'd always be a dream. so i guess i am single forever lol

Btw I am single if someome wants me to ce ruin a life