Umm so like 1rst of all im sick. 2nd of all I dont want to socialize. 3rd of all my dad brought his gf home for dinner without asking me or my sister(5yo), then after dinner suggested we all read a story together on the bed, and my sister asked if she could stay to SLEEP HERE as in OVERNIGHT.. FOR THE FIRST TIME(with me and my sister here).. its all too fast. its only been like 3weeks that I know her and we’ve only met up like 3 or 4 times. Its too weirdly “family-ish” like give me time to heal first :’) AND IM STILL NOT SOCIAL LET ALONE HAVING TO LOOK AND SMELL DECENT WHICH IS HARD WHEN I CAN BARELY GET OUT OF BED