Larrysgayvodka-

GUESS WHO WILL SEE LOUS FREAKING TOMLINSON AND MR. HARRY STYLES ALL IN OME YEAR.

loubringmehome-

@Larrysgayvodka- I'M SO EXCITEDDDD 4 UUUUUUUUUUUU DATS JUST CRAZY
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loubringmehome-

@Larrysgayvodka- *squeals loudly*
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Larrysgayvodka-

@loubringmehome- YES WAY AND TYSM I STILL CANT REALIZE IT
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Larrysgayvodka-

GUESS WHO WILL SEE LOUS FREAKING TOMLINSON AND MR. HARRY STYLES ALL IN OME YEAR.

loubringmehome-

@Larrysgayvodka- I'M SO EXCITEDDDD 4 UUUUUUUUUUUU DATS JUST CRAZY
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loubringmehome-

@Larrysgayvodka- *squeals loudly*
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Larrysgayvodka-

@loubringmehome- YES WAY AND TYSM I STILL CANT REALIZE IT
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Larrysgayvodka-

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TW SH!
          
          So Im just gonna rant for a bit,
          
          So I’ve been clean for almost two months. Im honestly just waiting for winter to come and then yk hopefully not but probably relapse. But then again I’d be disappointing my family and when I hear them talking and freaking blaming themselves that I’ve done it because of them it’s sickening.
          The only one of the family members that know who reacted kinda good, ig? Was my brother. My parents told him while I locked myself in the bathroom, he knocked on it and asked me if I can come out. I did and he just hugged me. None of the others that know even slightly reacted that way.
          My mother was blaming herself
          My father asked how someone could even do something like that
          The friends how Know didn’t even know how to react
          So it kinda felt like the were blaming me for feeling like shit. Like ik it’s my fault but hearing this from the people you love just kind of hurts so bad. 
          Anyway thought of relapsing is there, pretty bad. But I’ll try to let it be.

Larrysgayvodka-

And I’m so sorry, you don’t deserve it at all to be treated the way you are. If you ever wanna talk you know I’ll be there to listen and try to comfort you.
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Larrysgayvodka-

@loubringmehome- nah, it’s okay. I was just ranting dw. And Tysm it really means a lot to me <3 
            
            And yeah it counts as sh, it doesn’t matter how you do it, if it’s intentional it is.
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loubringmehome-

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@Larrysgayvodka- Fenja, I'm so sorry. I had no idea you were going through this, that really sucks and I hope things get better and that you can stay clean. Please be strong and do your best to take care of yourself? I love you, and I'm always here if you want to talk. I'll always listen <3
            
            Also it's ironic because if I ever were to sh I'm almost 100% sure I would be BECAUSE of my parents. I don't think this counts really as sh, but I used to scratch my forehead really hard with my fingernails to the point where it left marks. That was how I was somehow dealing with stress at the time even tho I hated it, and my dad kept yelling at me for it and asking me why I did it, even tho the truth was it was ALWAYS because of something he did/said to me that made me feel like shit
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Larrysgayvodka-

Y’all I’m not okay.
          I may be get tickets for harry next year but I bet I won’t cause we go on vacation next week and we don’t have wifi there so I just know, with my luck, that we won’t get the tickets.

Larrysgayvodka-

@Fay_Tomlinson WERE GONNA TRY. Like my dad is trying to buy it, but we only have wifi like outside of the place where we stay so we have to go to the beach at 10 am but I’m gonna have him do it.
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Fay_Tomlinson

@Larrysgayvodka-  NO STOP
            CAN A FRIEND OR FAMILY MEMBER BUY IT FOR YOU???
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