*shrug*

400!!!! CoNgRaTs!!! Sorry im a weirdo..

Your profile pic is just 

I still can't believe you locked yourself out lmao

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          (n.) [slang]
          garbage or dirt; derived from flannel shirts;
          [archaic]

People don't die from suicide.
          People die from sadness.

I am constantly torn between killing myself and killing everyone else around me.

It was many and many a year ago, 
          
             In a kingdom by the sea, 
          
          That a maiden there lived whom you may know 
          
             By the name of Annabel Lee; 
          
          And this maiden she lived with no other thought 
          
             Than to love and be loved by me. 
          
          
          I was a child and she was a child, 
          
             In this kingdom by the sea, 
          
          But we loved with a love that was more than love— 
          
             I and my Annabel Lee— 
          
          With a love that the wingèd seraphs of Heaven 
          
             Coveted her and me. 
          
          
          And this was the reason that, long ago, 
          
             In this kingdom by the sea, 
          
          A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling 
          
             My beautiful Annabel Lee; 
          
          So that her highborn kinsmen came 
          
             And bore her away from me, 
          
          To shut her up in a sepulchre 
          
             In this kingdom by the sea. 
          
          
          The angels, not half so happy in Heaven, 
          
             Went envying her and me— 
          
          Yes!—that was the reason (as all men know, 
          
             In this kingdom by the sea) 
          
          That the wind came out of the cloud by night, 
          
             Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee. 
          
          
          But our love it was stronger by far than the love 
          
             Of those who were older than we— 
          
             Of many far wiser than we— 
          
          And neither the angels in Heaven above 
          
             Nor the demons down under the sea 
          
          Can ever dissever my soul from the soul 
          
             Of the beautiful Annabel Lee; 
          
          
          For the moon never beams, without bringing me dreams 
          
             Of the beautiful Annabel Lee; 
          
          And the stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes 
          
             Of the beautiful Annabel Lee; 
          
          And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side 
          
             Of my darling—my darling—my life and my bride, 
          
             In her sepulchre there by the sea— 
          
             In her tomb by the sounding sea.
          
          

I guess you really did it this time
          Left yourself in your warpath
          Lost your balance on a tightrope
          Lost your mind tryin' to get it back
          
          Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days?
          Always a bigger bed to crawl into
          Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything
          And everybody believed in you?
          
          It's alright, just wait and see
          Your string of lights is still bright to me
          Oh, who you are is not where you've been.
          You're still an innocent,
          You're still an innocent.
          
          Did some things you can't speak of
          But at night you live it all again
          You wouldn't be shattered on the floor now
          If only you had seen what you know now then
          
          Wasn't it easier in your firefly-catchin' days?
          When everything out of reach, someone bigger brought down to you
          Wasn't it beautiful runnin' wild 'til you fell asleep
          Before the monsters caught up to you?
          
          It's alright, just wait and see
          Your string of lights is still bright to me
          Oh, who you are is not what you've been
          You're still an innocent
          It's okay, life is a tough crowd
          32, and still growin' up now
          Who you are is not what you did.
          You're still an innocent.
          
          Time turns flames to embers
          You'll have new Septembers
          Every one of us has messed up too
          Minds change like the weather
          I hope you remember
          Today is never too late to be brand new
          
          It's alright, just wait and see
          Your string of lights is still bright to me
          Oh, who you are is not what you've been
          You're still an innocent.
          It's okay, life is a tough crowd
          32, and still growin' up now
          Who you are is not what you did
          You're still an innocent.
          You're still an innocent.
          
          Lost your balance on a tightrope.
          It's never too late to get it back.

All this time I was wasting,
          Hoping you would come around
          I've been giving out chances every time
          And all you do is let me down
          And it's taken me this long
          Baby but I figured you out
          And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
          But not this time around
          
          You don't have to call anymore
          I won't pick up the phone
          This is the last straw
          Don't wanna hurt anymore
          And you can tell me that you're sorry
          But I don't believe you baby
          Like I did before
          You're not sorry, no no oh
          
          Looking so innocent,
          I might believe you if I didn't know
          Could've loved you all my life
          If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
          And you got your share of secrets
          And I'm tired of being last to know
          And now you're asking me to listen
          Cause it's worked each time before
          
          But you don't have to call anymore
          I won't pick up the phone
          This is the last straw
          Don't wanna hurt anymore
          And you can tell me that you're sorry
          But I don't believe you baby
          Like I did before
          You're not sorry, no no, oh
          
          You're not sorry no no oh
          
          You had me crying for you honey
          And it never would've gone away, no
          You used to shine so bright
          But I watched all of it fade
          
          So you don't have to call anymore
          I won't pick up the phone
          This is the last straw
          There's nothing left to beg for
          And you can tell me that you're sorry
          But I don't believe you baby
          Like I did before
          You're not sorry, no no oh
          
          You're not sorry, no no oh

          I'm five years old
          It's getting cold
          I've got my big coat on
          
          I hear your laugh
          And look up smiling at you
          I run and run
          
          Past the pumpkin patch
          And the tractor rides
          Look now -- the sky is gold
          I hug your legs and fall asleep
          On the way home
          
          I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
          I know you're not scared of anything at all
          Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
          But I know I had the best day
          With you today
          
          I'm thirteen now
          And don't know how my friends
          Could be so mean
          
          I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys
          
          And we drive and drive
          Until we've found a town
          Far enough away
          
          And we talk and window-shop
          Until I've forgotten all their names
          
          I don't know who I'm gonna talk to
          Now at school
          I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you
          Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay
          But I know I had the best day
          With you today
          
          I have an excellent father
          His strength is making me stronger
          God smiles on my little brother
          Inside and out
          He's better than I am
          
          I grew up in a pretty house
          And I had space to run
          And I had the best days with you
          
          There is a video
          I found from back when I was three
          You set up a paint set in the kitchen
          And you're talking to me
          
          It's the age of princesses and pirate ships
          And the seven dwarfs
          Daddy's smart
          And you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world
          
          Now I know why all the trees change in the fall
          I know you were on my side
          Even when I was wrong
          And I love you for giving me your eyes
          Staying back and watching me shine
          
          And I didn't know if you knew
          So I'm taking this chance to say
          That I had the best day
          With you today