{DeadOnImpact}

I have not abandoned this account. I will be active on here more often now. My Lilacs Path Story is going to be finished but I am away for the summer and forgot to bring my papers and everything for that story, so in the meantime, I will be working on something new.  

(We can live forever
          Dancin' in the clouds) 
          Yeah
          We can live forever if we wanted to
          We'll be like whatever doing what we wanna do
          Dancin' in the clouds under the moonlight
          You and me together that's a mood right now
          Sleeping on the stars it's a long way down
          If we fall we die together how does that sound
          But we could live forever if we really want
          Take me by the hand, don't worry we'll go on a run
          
          We'll be young forever, we got plenty of time
          We could take over the world
          I'll be yours, you can be mine
          I'll be the king you'll be the queen I'll go wherever you go
          I'll follow you into the dark you really light up my soul
          
          Diamonds in your eyes, shining like a flare
          It's really no surprise you can blind me with a stare
          Without you I would die, Okay maybe not
          But what I'm trying to say is I really like you a lot
          
          And it's so hard to breathe if you're not right there beside me
          God I really want your body it's a party only you invited, love
          Now you got me kind of foggy I won't stop it, you're my drug
          I can't help it, I'm addicted, you know I can't get enough
          
          January weather, pulling us together
          Never an endeavor
          With you I will wither
          Grab my arms around you, I can't do without you
          Think I found myself the day I found you
          
          We can live forever if we wanted to
          We'll be like whatever doing what we wanna do
          Dancin' in the clouds under the moonlight
          You and me together that's a mood right now
          Sleeping on the stars it's a long way down
          If we fall we die together how does that sound
          But we could live forever if we really want
          Take me by the hand, don't worry we'll go on a run
          
          We can live forever if we wanted to
          We'll be like whatever doing what we wanna do
          Dancin' in the clouds under the moonlight
          You and me together that's a mood right now
          Sleeping on the stars it's a long way down
          If we fall we die together how does that sound
          But we could live forever if we really want
          Take me by the hand, don't worry we'll go on a run
          
          
          //We Can Live Forever - Jake Hill//

If anybody wants my Tumblr, its below. I post more often on there :)
          
          
          https://www.tumblr.com/me-and-my-issues?source=share

I wonder if they cut the school bells off in the summer
          How do we remember things we don't know of
          If you never had a childhood, why do mall playgrounds seem like home
          If we've never been there before, why do we remember
          Why are we human, and what does that even mean
          Why are we here and not there

So another very very late update.. After a lot of arguing and pain, we broke up, and not on the best terms. I really don't wanna talk about it tbh
          
          About 3 months ago, I ended up with my best friend's brother. She stopped being friends with me. Me and this guy (who I'm not going to say the name of without permission but he is on Wattpad) have been in a healthy, happy, strong relationship and we just celebrated our 3 month anniversary! 
          
          I know I haven't been online much. A lot of shit kinda blew up so it's risky to be online. 
          
          Anyways, how have y'all been?

Im going to cry lmfao
          Idek why

does it count as self h@rm if it doesn't hurt?

I tried. 

I really really fucking need you rn
          I miss you so fucking much, more and more every second you're gone with little to no news

https://www.tumblr.com/blog/freakoffuckingnature