Red Deity

Somewhere along the line, the passion to write something we wanted was fadin' but the subconsciousness of our mind pushing it to the surface and make us feel guilty and won't let us be in peace..!!  They drive we felt in the start slowly goes away.. we couldn't write what we want to write.. is it called writer block..?? 

Now i know what is writer block is about... sitting n thinking n writing n deleting n re-writing n again deleting it again... hardly writing anything.. really frustrated with this..

Dear Readers ,
          
          New Chapter is updated..!! \/(*^*)\/ 
          
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Its already two weeks without him. He isn't here anymore. 
          But it isn't getting any easy either as the time passes... 
          sometimes it is hard to even breath...
          sometimes this loneliness is unbearable...
          sometimes it is hard to cry silently.. 
          Wherever i go his absence is haunting me... 
          Every corner of the room, every stuffed toy in my bed, the couch pillows feels like mocking me..
          Missing him was more difficult than i thought it would be...
          What is more terrifying is that i couldn't able to remember  his smell, his sounds, his presence. 
          It is difficult to lose someone we loved, but what is more difficult is to learn to live without them. No one would prepare you for this kind of pain.
          I hate this feelings. 
          hate this hollowness inside me. 
          this feeling of helplessness... 
          hate this feeling of not to be able to control the situation.
          
          
          I miss you cooper... really do.. love you  <3 it is getting hard  to live without you... a part of me died with you... i know it is not possible to come, but i wish i can do something, anything to made you come to me again.

Why am I not getting any inspiration to write my next chapter.. nothing's coming out of my mind and not the way I want.. why writing is this hard...??? Seriously...

Dec 25th was one of the best day of my life..❤️ though the situation is not ideal to be with him, I'm happy that at least I was able to spend the time and space with him... universe will always give a chance to meet your special person.. all you have to do is grab it when it happens..!!❤️

My first story crossed 1k reads..❤️

Hi readers..!!
          
          I've updated a YiZhan story after a long while..!!
          
          Please check and read.. give me your honest opinions on the book..!!
          
          Thanks in advance..!!
          
          Have a good day ✌️
          
          By
          Deity..!!

What happened to all the authors of YiZhan books...? Why no one's updating any chapters..¿ Frustrating....

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