Alex

I love randomly opening this app once like every 8 months, reply to a comment or two, read some story i saved. And then dip again.

Exam season got me so screwed up I downloaded wattpad again lol

Found a notebook I had written in back when I actually wrote on here and nostalgia made me check in here again. Y'all should have noticed by now that I never ended up writing on here again and I won't. I'm not in any of the fandoms I wrote for on here anymore. I did find my writing motivation again and I still post on my AO3 but not on here and that's definite.

Wow, it's really been almost been like what 2 months since I logged on here? Well after going back and reading all your beautiful comments I missed I feel like I should explain. In my last post, I already said that Wattpad (the app) had just lost it's appeal to me plus this whole year has been...not helpful to my mental health so I sincerely apologize for all the times I promised to write and then didn't. These are my writing roots (besides poetry about climate change) and today after crying for 2 hours I decided maybe I should go back here and see if I can find my inspiration again. Surprisingly enough I actually have a couple of unfinished chapter drafts but I don't want to make empty promises anymore so here's the truth. It is currently 3 am here and since my brain does not seem to like the idea of sleep I might stay here on my laptop and try to write a bit but don't be surprised if I don't. I love all of you and I am so happy whenever I read your comments so thank you.

Any else just miss old wattpad? Like sorry but wattpad just kinda sucks now. I really lose all will to write when I log onto this page.

Took some time off from writing all together and I'm not really on here anymore since the update but I'm like halfway through s new chapter for the Spider-Man fic. I'll try to finish it and then probably stop posting on here all together. Might revisit my Spn fic. I will then only post on my Ao3: Laura11333 and my Tumblr: justmebeingtheweirdmeiam where I have all my writing in general if you want to check that out. For anyone interested here is my masterlist: https://justmebeingtheweirdmeiam.tumblr.com/post/189629700335/masterlist

You might have noticed that I haven`t really been posting much on here. This is mostly due to the fact that I have much to do in school and life but also with all the changes of this app. I am still writing a lot and you can find all of my stuff on my tumblr and most of it on my AO3. I will maybe update Highschool Life soon because I have 5 weeks or corona break but you have more chance of reading my things on these other sites. My tumblr is justmebeingtheweirdmeiam and my AO3 is Laura11333

A huge shoutout and thank you to @LE_POTATO_LOVER for just at this exact moment finally giving me the perfect fucking twitter names for mj and her friend. I'm not sure if you will love it as much as I do but I think it's great.
          
          THANK YOU SO MUCH. IM SENDING A TON OF LOVE YOUR WAY.
          
          Now I can finish my current chapter and finally go on even though it will probably still be taking a few days because I'm trying to enjoy my holidays.

Literally just logged into the internet at some train station to check wattpad and I love you guys so much for still putting up with my bullshit and reading the garbage I produce.❤❤❤❤
          You're awesome and great people.

Hey I just wanted to warn you guys that I won't be able to update till I get my new laptop which can take another few days but then I plan on writing a few chapters for both my stories during my vacation. I'm sorry that I'm always taking so long.