Its funny how time can make all the difference, how life can be so magical and then change to utter sorrow in a blink of an eye. I've have lived through so much pain and sometimes feel so empty life   can mean nothing to me and yet i fight on and keep going and sure enough i know something good will come out of the pain, i know that one day my life will fall into place and finally i will be free of any pain and live a life that will once again be magical xxxxx