LaurmaniClexaShipper

Happy new year everyone be safe and enjoy the day 

LaurmaniClexaShipper

Ok so to All my Flame Fans I will be unpublished to do some editing I've paused everything and I decided to focus on one story at a time till my inspiration returns and I dont just stop all together Flame will return I promise hopefully better than before 
          
          
          
          Thank you all for all the love and support it's just life has been lifing and it teamed up with my depression and insecurities and anxiety   so yeah we'll be back better than ever 

LaurmaniClexaShipper

CowBoy Carter  omgeee been a Beyoncé fan since she started I've seen pretty much every movie she's been in and listened to every song even if I didn't like the artist that was featured or she was on the song with this Album is a Timeless piece can't pick a fave but Jolene is chefs kiss and  Spaghettii and Sweet* Honey* Buckin love it its give Country hip-hop and country pop   

LaurmaniClexaShipper

When you're a creative and you can't create you become depressed and if life and work makes everything worse even if you try and make it better...... like I feel my passion for this draining away like I feel it disappearing before me and I can't do anything to stop it I've tried to force it and forcing your creativity makes you create trash ish and I refuse to give the little following I have trash products...... I  not only want to quit writing or anything creative but I want to quit Life as well I hope everyone else is having a better 2024 then me 

LaurmaniClexaShipper

@beastbr00k Thank you for the message I really appreciate the show of love and support ❤️ 
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beastbr00k

I’m sorry to hear that you aren’t having a good start to 2024. I know words can’t make things better but I hope you just take some time away from yourself. Like you said, there’s no point in forcing yourself to write if you aren’t feeling it. It’s ok if you feel like you can’t create right now. But I hope you don’t give up on life either. There was a time when I wanted to quit on life too, I still struggle with it from time to time. But I know that the small wins that I have experienced would not have happened if I gave up. If you ever need someone to talk to or even just need to vent feel free to DM me. Sending you lots of love 
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LaurmaniClexaShipper

I honestly need to get back in my bag of writing on here I have been writing but it's been pen to paper editing and rewriting a lot of my stuff and also been doing some cheap freelance work....
          
          
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          Depression and Anxiety has been kicking my Ess along with this shyt called life I will get my shyt together and try to update something what idk but something I may even just remove everything and start fresh idk ‍♀️    

MistressOP

Yo Sin, thank you for reading Fixing Noah. It's a story about a journey of two people one an artist who has been left behind. Another about a single mom starting over. I hoped you enjoy the sail. So, pump that you read both the Tour and Fixing Noah. Very cool :) If you aren't following me already I have more project coming as well as the second and final season of the Tour.

LaurmaniClexaShipper

@MistressOP No problem it was a dope story 
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LaurmaniClexaShipper

I think I am going to remove all my books just been discouraged about writing and real life has been kicking my ass I'm not sure yet but I'm leaning towards removing all my books and just stick to reading on here so if I do I will inform everyone again so all that follow and read my stuff will be informed
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          Not that any would care I will still inform if and when I will remove the books 
          
          Thanks for the support that have been given....

LaurmaniClexaShipper

@cocorere123 thanks love I'm not 100% sure just yet but I will let yall know if I do...
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cocorere123

Aw, okay I feel you. I would care if you removed them. I go re-read them every once in a while. I really love them, they bring me memories. 
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kklp1345

@LaurmaniClexaShipper I get that, I hope it gets better for you
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LaurmaniClexaShipper

Just like everything else this website has gotten toxic people don't want to write for entertainment anymore its "Push my views and my beliefs down my followers throat and if they don't like it fvck em" I see why a lot of popular writers on here just stopped. Even people I follow are toxic on here and sometimes just plain disrespectful I know you have to protect your craft but that doesn't mean come at people side ways if they haven't came at you side ways. 
          
          Ughh....The world is Trash where are the Aliens I would like to get dropped off on Pandora please. 
          
          Or better yet Zombies come forth let's get this Apocalypse started. 
          
          
          Taking a break from here if I update yay if not I will just unpublish everything at a later date idk