I’m sorry to hear that you aren’t having a good start to 2024. I know words can’t make things better but I hope you just take some time away from yourself. Like you said, there’s no point in forcing yourself to write if you aren’t feeling it. It’s ok if you feel like you can’t create right now. But I hope you don’t give up on life either. There was a time when I wanted to quit on life too, I still struggle with it from time to time. But I know that the small wins that I have experienced would not have happened if I gave up. If you ever need someone to talk to or even just need to vent feel free to DM me. Sending you lots of love