LavenderNation13

What if my kindness became an egoism disguised in altruistic?

LavenderNation13

I realized that I always act like I don't when I'm actually really happy, or grateful, or emotional 
          
          People give me gifts, treat me so nicely
          Ask me to hang out with them
          Or just a simple “heyyy how r u? Ur good?”
          Even some “look at this!!” sharing moments
          
          I acted like I didn't care. 
          Always.
          
          My besties
          My parents
          My friends
          Or even random people who make my day
          
          Darn I hate that personality of me
          
          But actually, do you know that?
          
          I'm happy, on the ninth cloud
          I'm grateful
          I'm touched
          I'm cherishing this relationship 
          I'm glad to be a part of each other's life 
          
          I just never know how to show it
          I wanted to say “thank you”, genuinely.
          But it all ended in awkwardness
          
          I mean, hopefully they'd understand 
          We're good friends after all
          Are we?
          Sure I think so
          I just couldn't show it as I want to
          Would they understand?
          
          … Or misunderstand
          
          Why mask up my emotions when I actually want to show it?
          
          I think I'll never find the answer, but for now…
          
          I just want to let you know
          
          You matter much more to me than what it seems like, thank you for being a part of my life and everything you've done <333
          
          To all my friends, my family, and everyone else who makes me happy, who are there for me, who treated me nicely.
          
          I can't live without you. I'm serious.
          
          
          
          
          I luv you guys…
          

LavenderNation13

I love writing hehehe  
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Yeah no one cares

kaipae24

@LavenderNation13 Whatcha talkin bout gurl? Look, everyone cares........I mea, u can burn the world with us, and we'd still luv u
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Chickengirl250

@LavenderNation13 OFC WE CARE!!!  WRITING IS AMAZING!!!!
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LavenderNation13

For a moment, I felt like a pathetic tragic side character.
          
          Screw it.

kaipae24

@LavenderNation13 It'll be fine, dw.........Im here for u
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taysrealdaughter

LAVVVV

taysdiva_13

There are 8 billion people in the world, and you're one of them.
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          You have one hour to send this to fifteen people.
          NO GROUP CHATS
          YOU HAVE ONE HOUR. (after you read this)

SwiftieSunshine

There are 8 billion people in the world, and you're one of them.
          You're so kind and special because you're my friend, that's why I'm sending this to you.
          I want good things to happen to you, so read this...
          Now that you've read the beginning, you can't escape this.
          You'll get a new phone this year.
          You'll get the pet of your dreams this Christmas.
          Everyone will love you.
          Send this to 15 people in one hour.
          If you ignore this, you'll have bad luck for the next three years.
          You'll struggle with grades next year.
          This isn't fake. A girl ignored this last year, and everything happened to her.
          You'll forward this to 15 people in one hour.
          Then, in five days, this will happen...
          Day 1: You will wake up to a shocking surprise.
          Day 2: You will meet your old friend again.
          Day 3: You will earn money.
          Day 4: Your day will go great.
          Day 5: Your favorite person will talk to you.
          Don't break the chain.
          You have one hour to send this to fifteen people.
          NO GROUP CHATS
          YOU HAVE ONE HOUR. (after you read this)