I just want everyone to know I'm okay, just taking some time to breathe. It doesn't matter whatever happens, that I'm always gonna be okay. For anyone who doesn't know what's going on, there's pretty much nothing going on, it's just my brain that's going on. It's driving me insane. And all I want to do is just be in my house, I'm so f ##ing sick. So f ##ing sick of the world. Even when people aren't mean to me, I hate seeing people being mean to other people. It sucks when you want to change the world, but you can't because your just one person. I just want to save everyone and sometimes all the worlds positivites coming into me and I'm just handing it out to everyone else. But I'm not keeping any for myself, and I really should. But if I could save other people, I'd rather save them than myself. But how can I save other people when I'm not even alive. I wish i could stop this brain from wanting to hurt myself. I wish that I could find a way to cure myself . Life is a f ##ing journey.