oh my, i had 394 mg of caffeine today............ uhhhhhh help, its like 2:40am and im not tired, but Willson the cat is here, he drooled on me earlier, hes gross but i love him. hes so cute, he is "baby". but anyway im like WOOOOOOOOOO but also like wooo, ya know???? like i could go for a run right now (i hate running) or i could cry/ read a book. idk its weird, caffeine is weird, lol, i also kinda miss al lmy friends on discord, and if yalls are here, i love you <33333333 i also miss yalls so much, for anyone who doesnt know, i stared school on like 8/12/2021, and when i got home from school, my parents were like, "hey, youre starting school, you had bad grades last year" (COVID HAPPENED?????? THAT WAS STRESSFUL) "so for the next 6 weeks no Instagram or discord, ALSO you cant have any electronics in your room" (i totally dont have my school computer in my room rn.....)
Wow, that was a lot...... i also asked my mom for therapy, and she basically said, "we went on vacation and bought 1/4 of a cow, and 1/2 a pig" (i will not eat anything from a pig......) so we dont have money rn for therapy, but then she also took my book about mental health????? She took "You Will Get Through This Night" by Daniel Howell..... because hes g@y?????? i dont get it..... and leo lynn (my sibling) bought it with their own money
ANYWAY, its taken me over 15 minutes to type this, i cant think or spell, and caffeine make brain go WOOoooOWOOWOowowoOWOWOWoOWOOOW, ya know?? anyway good morning/ afternoon/ night yalls <3333333333333