Where's the exit

Sorry..

The streets are all violent, with murderous excitement.
          The hunter and the prey are dancing everyday.
          The Waltzing gibberish where intake becomes outlandish I'm in a bad way every passing day.

I wanna eat marijuana

Chamomile is the only thing that can help me go through my days

Totally forgot about this, I was occupied with things sorry for the wait

I had to get up early today, hate the sun. I got groceries this time, Hoping these things don't rot too quickly...

I guess it's been alright today, just been watering my plants...

Been busy with work, sorry. I fucking hate my life, tomorrow's my day off but it's not like I have anything to plan or whatever. Probably will just jack off to whatever fucked up websites I can lay my hands on. Been walking out late nights, nothing interesting. Nothing new. I feel mocked by this cruel world.

I can feel myself rotting inside,
          everyday I wake just to end up longing the peace I felt when I was asleep.
          I can't stand this pitiful world we live in.. My heart aches for a sense of freedom and belonging but how could they be amended when I can't even get up for work..?