RJ

Hey guys, just wanted to put this up here as I’m sure everyone is worried about me. I’m doing fine, it’s just taking this whole thing one step at a time. I know in my last post I said that what happened to Slinky felt like it was my fault and everyone said it wasn’t, trust me I know. It just in the moment when everything was happening it just felt like it. I made a promise to Slinky’s mom that I’d never feel that way ever and I’m doing my best to not feel that way.
          
          Slinky was just a good and close friend and also the best writing partner I had. And now it’s gonna be weird going back into writing and not have her around to ask for advice on how things in my fics should go. Especially with these Resident Evil fics I have coming up. She was always so good at helping me figure certain things out or reworking what I wrote to make it better and even getting the story all figure out. And now I feel kinda lost without her. Don’t worry I am gonna come back to writing, I just don’t know when. I want it to be soon but with the holidays coming up and just dealing with this loss that might not happen but idk. I might upload the RE4 fic soon since that fic is pretty much done, it’s just now I have to go back and edit and fix it since Slinky is not here anymore to do it. But I guess we will see how things go.
          
          Also, anyone played that game Dispatch? Great game! You guys should check it out!
          
          Anyway, just wanted to say that and I want to thank everyone for their kind words and support over everything that’s happened. I appreciate it guys!

I'm so sorry for your loss of your friend. It never should have happened to her, and it's not your fault for what happened. She'll be missed,  and forever be in our hearts and minds. 

How the hell has it been a week since you left, Slinky?  And not only that but today would’ve been your birthday. Instead of being back home, celebrating, you are in the process of being cremated per your mom’s request. Although yesterday getting to talk to your mom and stepdad did help make me feel better as I felt like this whole thing was my fault since I was the one who invited you to this trip. I was even worried that you weren’t having fun cause you were so scared to go on most of the rides but your mom assured me that you told her you were having fun and I hope and pray that’s true. And your mom also isn’t angry and doesn’t blame us for what happened, I hope one day I have that kind’ve strength.
          
          I’m sorry if this came off rambling but I just wanted to put my thoughts out there. I miss you, my friend. 

Hey, guys
          
          Just wanted to give you a bit of an update. So far Slinky’s death has been marked undetermined as they didn’t see anything physically wrong with her. So they are doing a Toxicology on her and that is gonna take about 8 weeks for the results to come back. Whenever we get those results, I will let you guys know.

Ei cara se uma hora ou se você gosta de resident evil village 
          
          
          Espero que esteja bem de saúde se você voltar você poderia fazer um favor se não for incomodo muito de ver algumas histórias que eu trouxe do ao3 para o Wattpad de alguns personagens de resident evil 
          
          kaikcarvalhosouzadea

I saw Nolan north 

I was reading her last chapter of her Supernatural story,  and now I'm literally in tears in heartbroken because that is the last time she'll ever write now she's gone  

@Unibunny98 idk I don’t have her password to get into her account. I’m honestly not worried about that right now. I’m sorry you were looking forward to the rest of her Supernatural story but unfortunately it is discontinued.

Hey everyone,
          
          I’m not sure how to say this but…this past week I had been on vacation with my sister, her friend and Slinky. Slinky and I finally got to meet each other in person for the first time and we went to Orlando to spend some time at Universal Studios. And everything was going well but then last night, my sister, her friend and I were out at Epic Universe all day and Slinky stayed back at the hotel as she wanted to rest.
          
          When we got back to the hotel, we found Slinky passed out on the floor unresponsive. And unfortunately she didn’t make it. So, Slinky is no longer with us and I’ve just been in utter shock. We don’t really know what happened. And as of right now, idk when I’ll come back to writing. It might be awhile. But for now I’m mourning my friend. 

Are you going to do a M/C version of Sinners? I think you'd make a great fan-fic of that!