(tl;dr at bottom btw)
Since I can calmly collect my thoughts now, it's probably best if I properly address by prolonged absence from this site.
It's not a secret, but as I got older, I sorta fell out of love with this website. At the start of 2020, I had received my first computer, so I spent most of my free time since then playings games. Not to mention I had made new friends that I spent almost all my free time with. And as time passed, I sorta left this account behind and slowly forgot about it.
Since 2023 began, I started dedicating my time into tying up loose ends I left online. This led me to reinstalling Wattpad on my phone for the first time in nearby 3 year's. Reliving the memory of my pre-adolescent years was certainly a fun trip (not really). It wasn't until now that I realized that I had a lot of regrets that took form from this website.
My awkwardness, my failure to live up to promises, my horrible ability to make and keep friends. It all peaked during my time on this website. It was never responsible for my issues as a person, but it definitely helped to amplify my issues. Even though it's hard to say this, it might've been best for young me to have left this website.
I've definitely matured greatly since the last time I had actively touched this website, and I have a lot more hobbies and interests that take priority over Wattpad. But I think even still, I'll probably stick around here, albeit pretty inconsistently. My writing has gotten better since I've taken harder English classes, so I may continue posting random stories.
That all I really have to say, as I don't want to get too personal like I used to on this website. If you made it this far, thank you for sticking around. :D
(tl;dr - I left Wattpad cuz new PC and new friends, I was a emotional unstable kid, I'll hang out here anyways, blah blah blah, go read "Her Blue Flame" plz)