How does someone make a friend in reallife?" I quite had a few ...but ee kept moving ....so I gave up trying- but not quite.. I had a best friend in elementary....and I missed her so much..... it was so hard to find someone who I could connect with ...relate to... and we were so close when we were little that we were basically sisters- we had sleepovers... we told eachother secrets ...but ut became harder in middle school and now high school....
It's so hard for me to find someone who lives nearby - someone to spend time with in real life. I find it so much easier to make friends here ... on the web ... because you can just go to a website and find people who have the same interests and likings. So it's not so hard as it is in real life. I'm really amazed at how many people in school have close friends and some one to trust ...I envy that... i envy it because i can't just find a friend ...like that ... I try to make conversation and they push me away...
Don't get me wrong - I've got really good friends here, who I completely trust and open up to. And I'm really grateful for that . ♡
I just miss meeting someone and having a close and intimate relationship in real life.
But sorry for venting - I just feel a little sad today