My soul is sick of being with its body. Why is it so possible to have these kind of intuitions? When every being of yourself is shutting down what your soul has figured out. I'm killing it. My soul is sick of seeing myself drown because of its ignorance and vulnerability. When will I have the bones to stand up for what I think is right? And to stay with it until the end? I can't let myself rot. Please listen to your soul El, please do.