LeahLappen

okay... so I got my German pre-exam tomorrow.. and I'm not prepared.. I haven't learned anything.. I haven't listened in class the whole damn year.. And what's the worst is.. I'm not even nervous.. not a bit. It feels like every other day. I kinda think I should be more nervous cause if I'm not nervous now, I'm definitely going to have a whole a$$ mental breakdown in the middle of it. 

Please... someone tell me why the hell I can't watch a film with fsk 16 when I'm 15 years old. Like, dude.. it's literally demon slayer.. You can't tell me that it's a big difference in the processing of those scenes between 15 and 16... 

My father just threw down my dang expensive medicine.. I hate my life...

School started today. I'm sick and didn't go today (and probably won't the whole week). 
          
          My... I don't know.. best friend? told me that we have a new exchange student..
          
          We already had one last quarter, and she was really cool. But this time... 
          
          I wasn't there, so I couldn't really judge it.. but by everything he had told me.. my other friends already replaced me... that girl literally sits at my desk despite the empty seats in our class... 
          
          He also told me that my desk mate literally tried to make a move on that girl the whole day.. 
          
          I'm literally scared for next week.. I don't want to fight for my seat.. but I don't want to lose it either... It's literally the best seat in the classroom...
          
          And I don't want my friends to forget me again.. like they did when the last exchange student was in our class... 

I just red a weird fanfiction, and now I'm imagining flying cows and people throwing babies at doors...
          
          What is wrong with me..? 

I uploaded a new book where you guys can send me requests. Check it out and give me ideas!
          
          ~Leah (-;

Hi guys! I was bored, so I changed the language of my posts. From now on, I will post mainly in english.
          
          ~Leah

Ich bin so bedeutungslos.. nich mal Snapchat hat mir gestern gratuliert :) 

Jo, hab gerade die Anmeldung für Idols bei meinem Entertainment bearbeitet. Ich hab aus Versehen Face Claim vergessen mit hinzuschreiben. xD Würde mich freuen, wenn mehr Leute sich "anmelden" würden (natürlich nur wenn ihr wollt) :D Schönen Abend euch noch :-P

Ist mir langweilig? Ja
          Höre ich seit knapp 3 Stunden 'Do it like this' von P1Harmony in Dauerschleife? Ja
          Hätte ich etwas besseres zu tun? Ja
          Bereue ich es, dass ich trotzdem weiter rumsitze und Musik höre? Nein, nicht mal ansatzweise :-P