LealovesMokuba

Hey! Thank you SO MUCH for adding my stories <3

Since I guess tomorrow’s when I go back to the U.S., I guess I have plenty of more time to mentally relax myself as I wait for my stolen money to be brought back to me.

I think I’m feeling okay right now. I guess since I’m in Mexico right now with my dad for Father’s Day weekend, I was panicking because I have to wait till Tuesday once I’m back in the U.S. so I can deposit the cash I received physically to put in my card that I just locked and wait till I get my stolen money back as well as ask to get my card replaced at the bank since I guess the spam bot had my information after I payed for the fake art believing that scammer’s lie like an idiot that I was. Well, all I know is that this is the first time I go through this shit and at least it’s been a year since I got my first card because I was getting ready to study abroad in Japan.
          
          Honestly, I feel like that woman from this Visa check card commercial from 2005:
          
          https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Sho21SqXMYQ&ra=m
          
          I mean, first I panicked but now I’m relaxed because now I know it’s not always a big deal just like that woman did.

Having a panic attack right now. Even after I’ve reported that spam bot and blocked them, I just can’t find myself to relax mentally.

Bro, the person who ripped me off is scaring me because even if I blocked them everywhere, they still have like second accounts on Discord or something!!! They sent me a friend request and I got so scared before I blocked them before they would even yell at me for blocking them.

Like, bro, honestly, I really do want some people to read my Acolyte fic, but not if it means some of them are trying to steal money from me by commenting on the scene they like and ask to make an art out of it only if I give them money. 
          
          It just sucks how the Acolyte fandom sucks as much as the show does. Because since I’m a Sol fan and a massive hater of Osha, Mae, and Qimir, fans of that show in general even when they’re Sol fans always get butthurt by it. And people who absolutely hate The Acolyte don’t even like Sol because they choose not to even understand his character at all. Like honestly, it’s just sad that The Acolyte fandom is like this which is why not much people even read my fic.

Dude, don’t ya’ll just hate spam bots who comment on your fics saying how much they like each scenes you wrote and they say they want to make art out of it just to steal money from you?! I can’t believe I just found out I was a victim of it!!! All because I appreciated someone at least liking my Acolyte fic because hardly anyone reads it. Also worst part, their art looks completely AIish.

@Lyrabelquaparry Of course! ^^

I had to delete my White Snake fic. Because whenever I look back at it, especially with the release of White Snake Afloat which is the third movie, I can’t help but cringe as I remember about 4 years ago how depressed I was by Xuan’s death because I loved the chemistry between him & Blanca after watching the scene where he keeps her warm and I remember I was mad that Xian his reincarnation was way different from Xuan and I don’t blame my sister who called me a “brat for Xuan”. But no worries, it doesn’t mean the removal is permanent. Because I’m thinking of writing a new version, where maybe my fic could just start with Xuan being in a coma and forgetting his memories on what happened and Blanca could help him remember while she’s pregnant with her and Xuan’s baby daughter Yue. Of course Verta will not trust him like she was shown not to in the first movie and she would get mad about the fact that Blanca is pregnant and Xuan is the father, but then later on, Verta will help Blanca go through her pregnancy and see how much Xuan is worthy for her big sister as she also helps him get his memories back. I’ll just have to rewatch the first two White Snake movies, and see how I can watch the third movie which I’ve never seen yet.

Damn, bro! Looking back, I can't believe it's been a year since I decided to publish Face My Fears on here since I originally have it on Quotev!!! Like wow, I remember how depressed I was that I wanted people to just read my fic since it was not getting read yet due to the fact that Sol was not being appreciated much and because The Acolyte sucks so bad, so l put pressure on some people to read it because not only was I heartbroken and really pissed off about Sol's fate in the Acolyte finale, I was also heartbroken by how that guy I liked whom I took Japanese classes with which is about to be 2 years ago rejected me by unfollowing me on Instagram. So basically giving watching The Acolyte a chance and failing in love with Sol as well as Lee Jung-jae helped me feel better from being heartbroken, but then watching Sol’s fate in the finale made me heartbroken even more that I was determined to just update my fic to heal from that scene faster. So because I had the first chapter published and I couldn't write the rest of the chapters for 2 months because I had no access to Disney Plus at the time due to the fact that my dad hadn't gotten paid yet, I was very depressed that I was hung up over the fact that that asshole unfollowed me and I hoped people would read my fic and leave some lovely comments on it because I wanted my heart to be happy and excited since it was severely hurting at the time. But now because l've been writing my fic until I got to the part in The Acolyte where Sol's fate happened only for me to change it because my OC is present and also because f**k that scene as well as l've been having the independent time of my life in Japan studying abroad there for 5 months until now since I’ve now come back home in the U.S., I actually feel fully healed and a lot better than I was since a month ago right now.