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Damn, bro! Looking back, I can't believe it's been a year since I decided to publish Face My Fears on here since I originally have it on Quotev!!! Like wow, I remember how depressed I was that I wanted people to just read my fic since it was not getting read yet due to the fact that Sol was not being appreciated much and because The Acolyte sucks so bad, so l put pressure on some people to read it because not only was I heartbroken and really pissed off about Sol's fate in the Acolyte finale, I was also heartbroken by how that guy I liked whom I took Japanese classes with which is about to be 2 years ago rejected me by unfollowing me on Instagram. So basically giving watching The Acolyte a chance and failing in love with Sol as well as Lee Jung-jae helped me feel better from being heartbroken, but then watching Sol’s fate in the finale made me heartbroken even more that I was determined to just update my fic to heal from that scene faster. So because I had the first chapter published and I couldn't write the rest of the chapters for 2 months because I had no access to Disney Plus at the time due to the fact that my dad hadn't gotten paid yet, I was very depressed that I was hung up over the fact that that asshole unfollowed me and I hoped people would read my fic and leave some lovely comments on it because I wanted my heart to be happy and excited since it was severely hurting at the time. But now because l've been writing my fic until I got to the part in The Acolyte where Sol's fate happened only for me to change it because my OC is present and also because f**k that scene as well as l've been having the independent time of my life in Japan studying abroad there for 5 months until now since I’ve now come back home in the U.S., I actually feel fully healed and a lot better than I was since a month ago right now.