LeeRaelyn

I am hoping to do an update today, but I'll be honest guys, I'm hanging on by a thread. 
          	
          	For some context, I moved to a city, and the church that I attend, this particular group I meet with is all my age. Meaning I don't go to the family building, I'm in with the single adults. 
          	
          	To put it bluntly, it's like one big dating app where you're surrounded by all the people. No swipe right swipe left, it's look right, look left. 
          	
          	I have severe ptsd around men, and crippling emotional issues because of my last 3 relationships. So I'm basically trying to navigate this not being a red flag, but also not getting hurt in the process. And boy, have I been getting hurt, and has my ptsd been constantly active. So I am trying to face it all head on. Hense, why you haven't been hearing from me. But I promise to keep trying on updates!

LeeRaelyn

@ILOVEJINERIT lol!! I appreciate the offer XD but I'll be passing on jail. I honestly feel bad you're even reading my stories ㅠ ㅠ they're kinda intense. And both the guys I'm into have really nice hair, and tattoos. UGH. now if one of them could just avoid breaking my heart, I'll choose that one, but unfortunately they've both hurt me already. One did something to make it better though.
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LeeRaelyn

@CessJulia0801 I'm trying my best! And I hope I get through it soon, too cuz omg
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LeeRaelyn

@Anaia_21 thank you so much ❤️❤️
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ILOVEJINERIT

@LeeRaelyn here’s a story that happened to today to make you cheer up! So for the past like 3 weeks ī pretended I had a boyfriend to my friends, and so they found out that I was lying cause they found the “photos” of my “boyfriend” on Pinterest. AND DANG Ī WAITED FOR THEM TO FIGURE IT OUT CAUSE BEFORE I DINT KNOW HOW TO TELL THEM I WAS LYING. so yeah now im really embarrassed and I don’t wanna go back to school but yeah. I feel like the world is moving to fast too. Im gonna be in high school next year (not school year) and thats CRAZY TO ME, ī remember when I was 4 ī wanted to 13 so bad. Now im turning 13 in 4 months. I wish I could go back in time and re see the times I used to have.

LeeRaelyn

@ILOVEJINERIT thank you for telling me a story! I actually have one for you. At the same exact age, my friend did the same exact things to me lol! I found the "boyfriend" on Pinterest. But I didn't figure it out until way later!! 
            
            I think it's silly lol although it may not feel like it right now. Either way, I hope you laugh about it later, because it's crazy how fast time flies. Pretty soon, you'll be my age, and school will be nothing but a distant memory. One, I hope you get to remember fondly because of things like this.
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ILOVEJINERIT

AND FOR UR INFORMATION Ī DID IT FOR FUN AND IDK HOW THEY DIDNT FIND OUT SOONER?!
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LeeRaelyn

I am hoping to do an update today, but I'll be honest guys, I'm hanging on by a thread. 
          
          For some context, I moved to a city, and the church that I attend, this particular group I meet with is all my age. Meaning I don't go to the family building, I'm in with the single adults. 
          
          To put it bluntly, it's like one big dating app where you're surrounded by all the people. No swipe right swipe left, it's look right, look left. 
          
          I have severe ptsd around men, and crippling emotional issues because of my last 3 relationships. So I'm basically trying to navigate this not being a red flag, but also not getting hurt in the process. And boy, have I been getting hurt, and has my ptsd been constantly active. So I am trying to face it all head on. Hense, why you haven't been hearing from me. But I promise to keep trying on updates!

LeeRaelyn

@ILOVEJINERIT lol!! I appreciate the offer XD but I'll be passing on jail. I honestly feel bad you're even reading my stories ㅠ ㅠ they're kinda intense. And both the guys I'm into have really nice hair, and tattoos. UGH. now if one of them could just avoid breaking my heart, I'll choose that one, but unfortunately they've both hurt me already. One did something to make it better though.
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LeeRaelyn

@CessJulia0801 I'm trying my best! And I hope I get through it soon, too cuz omg
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LeeRaelyn

@Anaia_21 thank you so much ❤️❤️
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LeeRaelyn

Delay on the uploads! Got a lot going on I'm so sorry!

Vampiress007

@LeeRaelyn ofc hun trust me I get it
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LeeRaelyn

@itzjustvii haha thank you!
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LeeRaelyn

@0dd_inary thank you!!
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LeeRaelyn

Sorry everyone, I've been a little distant - because men ruin everything. Thought I liked someone, turns out he's an ass. Now I'm just a little heart broken. Then someone else said they liked me, but he lives in 3 hours away so that's not going anywhere. Anyway, I'm bummed.

ILOVEJINERIT

@LeeRaelyn thank you I bet he’s stupid too like I could beat him ā spelling bee. Ālso rest as long as you need too! What I do is just go shopping or scroll on TikTok for hours!
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LeeRaelyn

@Sunshine_Stay32518 unfortunately nothing's been going well and I'm emotionally burnt out :(
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LeeRaelyn

@ILOVEJINERIT I appreciate the "bald kid" piece of this lol!
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CessJulia0801

Heyy~ i had technical difficulties with instagram.. After i fill-up an appeal, is disabled it. It even deleted my facebook acc so i have to make a new one i don't think im in good terms with insta so will it be ok if i insist on just messaging on discord..?
          
          P.S Im really sorry if you saw alot of my acc chatting u, i really tried to fix it but it was beyond repair..

LeeRaelyn

@CessJulia0801 I also want you to know, I did read over the idea. And I loved it ❤️
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LeeRaelyn

@CessJulia0801 thank you so much for understanding. I really do appreciate it. And I'll let you know as soon as I can
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CessJulia0801

@LeeRaelyn heyy it's okk^^ i'm not rushing the collab, if you want we can start after you finish Beguiled By Serpents or just let me know when is the perfect time to start so that you don't have much things to focus on
            
            Pls take care of yourself❤️❤️❤️
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CessJulia0801

Hey! If by any chance, do you have discord?

CessJulia0801

@CessJulia0801 i just made an instagram acc, i'll message u there for the collaboration plan^^
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LeeRaelyn

@CessJulia0801 I do, but I'll be honest, I don't check it very often. I am far easier to reach on instagram if that works for you?
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LeeRaelyn

200 followers!? Y'all ㅠ ㅠ ❤️❤️❤️ these are for you!

LeeRaelyn

@itzjustvii thank you so so so much!!! ❤️❤️ I appreciate it ㅠ ㅠ and I can't wait to show you guys!!
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itzjustvii

@LeeRaelyn I'm so late but CG!! You deserve it, well, actually you deserve more.. BUT STILL. Your stories are always sneaked somewhere in my busy schedule and each of your stories get better by the next  I still haven't checked your store yet but I will make sure to do so soon, I can't wait to see the acrylics
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LeeRaelyn

@Sunshine_Stay32518 wow! That's high praise ❤️❤️❤️ thank you!!!
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LeeRaelyn

So I've had a really shitty week with my health and my business. 
          
          I didn't make it into a lot of markets/conventions I was hoping to. And my doctor is a piece of work. 
          
          I'm kinda depressed lol.
          
          But, I have to say, coming on here are reading your guy's comments really helps me. You're all so funny and so kind. 
          
          I'm also inspired to work harder on my business now. I've decided to create enemal pins and acrylic keychains! It's a big step for me. 
          
          I may also open an Etsy on top of my website. 
          
          So, thank you all. Your words just give me reason to keep going. ❤️❤️❤️

LeeRaelyn

@StrawberriCreamx thank you ㅠ ㅠ  I'm trying really hard. Feeling much better today though.
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bokkie8

@LeeRaelyn I'm glad ig...❤❤
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StrawberriCreamx

@LeeRaelyn Im so proud of you girl!! We all believe in you ! work slowly towards your goal and strive for ur best!! Sending you all love and supportt!!!!!We got uuu
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LeeRaelyn

Stray Kids are live on YouTube!

LeeRaelyn

@bokkie8 agreed :3
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bokkie8

@LeeRaelyn ikr they always know how cheer up the stays!!
            even though they were chill it was exciting just seeing em' ❤
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LeeRaelyn

@bokkie8 I'm so happy you got to see it! They were pretty chill this time, but sometimes they do a ton of activities that are hilarious to watch.
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