LeeValenKey
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I got a letter from her - my first unrequited love - earlier last month, including an invitation for her wedding dated ten nights into October 2015. She broke my heart to pieces all over again, but I know it'll never be the same on her side. She's five years older than me and I guess it's only natural for her to be normal - to have a perfect family. Now, I don't wanna sound like a scorned ex, but I just gotta get these words off my chest. He seemed nice, by the way, and she had the kind of glow which enveloped my world in an endless darkness. Maybe we're just weren't made for each other, I don't know. Thanks for reading this little phase in my life, I appreciate it.
Dedicated to #LGBTQ
"But I Do"
I don't know much about love,
But I do know the feeling of falling for somebody.
I never got my heart stomped,
But I do get the feeling of being broken at times.
I realize it's not your intention,
But I do blame it on your ignorance again today.
I hate you for messing me up,
But I do thank you for giving me those butterflies.
I understand your biggest fear,
But I do get the worst out of it as you deny it all.
I can tell we'd never work it out,
But I do want to believe in such thing as miracle.
I give you your space for years,
But I do know time's all you need to say it's over.
I try to erase the times we had,
But I do realize I'd never delete them completely.
I am here, waiting on you, still,
But I do sense you're not coming back anymore.
I guess I'm the masochist then,
But I do not enjoy being hurt by you of all people.
I hope you're happier with him,
But I do wish it's me, now kissing you on that altar.
LeeValenKey
@AlmodielLouhan Thank you. These thoughts just keep on playing on my mind as she said, "I do", and the rest was a blurry history.
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LeeValenKey
I got a letter from her - my first unrequited love - earlier last month, including an invitation for her wedding dated ten nights into October 2015. She broke my heart to pieces all over again, but I know it'll never be the same on her side. She's five years older than me and I guess it's only natural for her to be normal - to have a perfect family. Now, I don't wanna sound like a scorned ex, but I just gotta get these words off my chest. He seemed nice, by the way, and she had the kind of glow which enveloped my world in an endless darkness. Maybe we're just weren't made for each other, I don't know. Thanks for reading this little phase in my life, I appreciate it.
Dedicated to #LGBTQ
"But I Do"
I don't know much about love,
But I do know the feeling of falling for somebody.
I never got my heart stomped,
But I do get the feeling of being broken at times.
I realize it's not your intention,
But I do blame it on your ignorance again today.
I hate you for messing me up,
But I do thank you for giving me those butterflies.
I understand your biggest fear,
But I do get the worst out of it as you deny it all.
I can tell we'd never work it out,
But I do want to believe in such thing as miracle.
I give you your space for years,
But I do know time's all you need to say it's over.
I try to erase the times we had,
But I do realize I'd never delete them completely.
I am here, waiting on you, still,
But I do sense you're not coming back anymore.
I guess I'm the masochist then,
But I do not enjoy being hurt by you of all people.
I hope you're happier with him,
But I do wish it's me, now kissing you on that altar.
LeeValenKey
@AlmodielLouhan Thank you. These thoughts just keep on playing on my mind as she said, "I do", and the rest was a blurry history.
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plushiebonnie1987
hello
LeeValenKey
@plushiebonnie1987 Again, \ ( T ^ T ) / Ha! Hot Chocolate's coming at 2 o'clock. Ooh, what a sweet life!
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LeeValenKey
@sianmoennig Ur welcome anytime! :)
akirasimone-san
thanks 4 d vote and follow..♥
LostFenrir
Then lets get to know each other! Haha
LostFenrir
@LeeValenTina awesome
LeeValenKey
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I'm browsing through "The L Word" lately and I just couldn't get over Sharmen, you know, Shane and Carmen. I love their chemistry. Yeah, I might write something about them one day and maybe, just maybe... I'll let Ruby Rose Langenheim take over the lead, or Katherine Sian Moennig herself. Hey, she's fucking terrific in bed!
Dedicated to #LGBTQ
"Say Something"
Say something, I’m giving up on you
Just let me go if you don’t wanna let me in
It hurts me to say these, but it won’t kill me
Say something, I’m giving up on you
I… I’m feeling so small
And you’re high above the sky
Yeah, we could never be more
I… I’ll stumble then fall
And yet I’m still learning to love
Yeah, you’re worth all the pains
Say something, I’m giving up on you
Just quit it if you’re scared to tell the truths
It hurts me to death, still, I won’t let it show
Say something, I’m giving up on you
I… I’ll swallow my pride
Since you’re the one that I want
And it’s hard to replace you, girl
I… I’ll drown in my tears
Since you’re the air in my world
And I can’t breathe without you
Say something, I’m giving up on you
Just leave me if it’s getting on your nerve
It hurts me to do these, but I’ll get through
Say something, I’m giving up on you
Say something
I’m giving up on you
Say something
LeeValenKey
I have some spare time, I just gotta write this and share it with you guys. By the way, I might release a new story before GML's first chapter! Well... hopefully though. Time is not my best friend, okay? We have a very long, long history and you know what? History sucks!
Dedicated to #JustinBieber #WhatDoYouMean #1Minute #LGBTQ
"What Do You Mean?"
What do you mean?
You nodded your head as I said, “I love you”
Right before I found you cuddling in his arms
What do you mean?
You pushed me away as I said, “I miss you”
But once I left, you held my hands, I’m torn
What do you mean?
You trapped me in a maze I can’t ever leave
I tried hard to get away, why I’m only losing?
What do you mean?
You rejected my goodnight kiss, went ahead
Why must you act like we’ve ran out of time?
Just think it over now
You seemed reluctant to see me in the eyes
Girl, I’m afraid to ask
You knew I knew, you never really loved me
It hurts, it’s killing me
But, I have to know…
What do you mean?
You held your breath as I said, “I need you”
Right before you bit your lips, looking down
What do you mean?
You shook your head as I said, “I want you”
But once I left, you pulled me back, I’m torn
What do you mean?
You agreed to have a give-and-take with me
So, how could I be the only one blowing up?
What do you mean?
You promised to make an easy, simple point
Why you have to make it all so complicated?
Just think it over now
You gave me the impression I’m your reason
For ending up crying
You’ve never really admitted you’re the same
Girl, what am I to do?
What do you mean?
Oh, I really want to know, now
What do you mean?
You better make up your mind
LeeValenKey
@CoolKeith Nah, it wouldn't be that great. Still, I gotta appreciate the thought though, thanks!
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CoolKeith
@LeeValenTina This is great. It'll work out well if only the song's not an EDM, LOL!
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