sumerubabes

yo guys, i havent been on this app for ages but i just wanted to tell those who are still active and follow me as fellow nctzens, i hope you are all doing good. with the depature of mark from nct some of you might be sad and i just wanna tell you guys that this feeling is totally vaild, but we all should see things from a brighter side which is that mark gets to live the way he wants to from now on. he still got all his friends inside of nct, sm and outside of his own group. He gets to rest now and make music he feels like making in a pace he feels comfortable with and i think the thought of that is beautiful - it also makes me really happy for him, just thinking about it.
          
           I feel more sad for the dreamies and other nct members than for myself since they are used to seeing each other a lot, but i hope they find loads of time to hangout and be the quirky group of youth they used to be and will always be in our hearts.
          
          Also about ten leaving nct, i couldn't be happier for him, fuck sm and Ten deserved so much better. I hope he gets to go all out from now on whatever he chooses to do going forward.

I hope you all are doing okay with what happened yesterday.
          
          It's shocking, to say the least, thinking that he actually did that makes my stomach turn.
          
          Please don't stop supporting the other guys from nct. They are probably going through worse than we are right now.
          
          Let's all go through this together.
          
          Stay safe, y'all. 

I think I'll be posting the genmui one shots that I've been posting on ao3 here too!

it's the first time in my life that i'm older than my fav ship. Now I feel like they're my children
          
          (Though zhuiyi are also younger than me at this point, but this is different since, I shipped them before I was older than them)

Rest in peace moonbin. We'll never forget you ♡

You know when you really wanna write but your head is empty?

I'm so done.
          someday i'll either kill my math teacher or myself. 
          
          Even my mom doesn't like her and if my mom doesn't like someone that has to mean something. 

we can finally like comments?!?!? Man they should've done it when I was still active on wattpad

Merry Christmas y'all ^^

So fricking done with school and it's just the second week.
          
          can't believe after this year i'll have to endure another one just to have decent job later