Leezaria2029

Gng I love Ice dance and figure skating sm...

Leezaria2029

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Idk why but I just threw up and now I feel like shit

CatForFree

@Leezaria2029 AAAHHHHH IDK GET SOME MEDICINE IDKKK
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Leezaria2029

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@CatForFree I HAD SOME WARM MILK BUT SHIT AIN'T WORKING CUZ I FEEL LIKE THROWING UP WHEN I EAT SMTH.
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CatForFree

@Leezaria2029 DAMN GET SLEEP DRINK TEA AND EAT SOME SOUP
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Leezaria2029

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OMG GUYS I THINK I'M GONNA PASS OUT 
          HOLY FUCKING SHIT
          
          
          MY CRUSH LOOKED AT ME AND SMILED
          HE FUCKING SMILED AT ME
          OMG!
          I CAN'T BELIEVE IT
          MY CRUSH OF 6 YEARS LOOKED AT ME AND SMILED FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Leezaria2029

@Narmin_ismayilova I've learned a lot of things in the past 6 years.. and one of them is not get ahead of myself and make such a big deal out of something small. So I know what to expect from him. Cuz I know him more than anyone else. The only thing I don't know is WHY he looked at me and smiled... It's just making me so confused.. In the past 6 years he never once looked at my way, let alone smile at me. And as I've been close with him since I was a kid doesn't make things easy either.. Ugh idk what am I gonna do
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Narmin_ismayilova

@Leezaria2029 Emotions can get really complicated, especially when someone from your past is involved. But don't blame yourself too much for feeling these emotions,these things happen, it doesn't mean you've "ruined" anything.What matters now is what's real today, not what you wish was or what you keep replaying in your head. Don't try to turn a smile into a whole story in your mind.
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Leezaria2029

@Narmin_ismayilova Lmao.. yk in the beginning when I caught feelings for him, he wouldn't even look at me. It was like he despised me or smth.. But yesterday when he looked at me and smiled for the very first time in 6 years, I felt like a 4 year old child in a toy store.. I almost forgot how beautiful his smile is.... And him hating me sucks bcz he was my childhood guy best friend... and Idk why tf I caught feelings for him and ruined everything
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Leezaria2029

my mom didn't wish me Happy Birthday even tho she was awake... instead yelled at me for no reason...
          Gues I'm not so my mom's favourite like my brother:,)

Leezaria2029

@foivebahng Aww thank you girly.. Love you <3
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foivebahng

@Leezaria2029 naurrrrrrrrrrr im late but HAPPY BDAYY
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