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beni r u alive

You alive?

BENJI ARE YOU DEAD

Hello little brother how are you? Are you doing well the poem for today is 
          
          To escape is a simple thing we just complicate the outcome in which the escape is quite clear 

I saw the announcement down below I understand that life’s hard even I struggle getting through it I’ll try my best to make everyday worth while 
          
          For today’s quote 
          
          “ life’s full of struggles they say this many times over but life isn’t beautiful its complicated but it’ll be alright once you find them you’re friends there always there “. 
          
          
          How are you little bro are you doing well sorry This is pretty long 

So I can't die..My mom found me holding the knife about to stab myself and hid the knifes....then I tried over dosing then she hid all the pills...So I guess I'm alive for now-

If he dies... I die.. It's that simple... I couldn't sleep.. He said he would slit his throat... I don't know if he's alive.. So... Goodbye.. I love you all. 

I couldn't sleep until 3:00 am because I cried so much, I then woke up at 6:00 am. I'm very tired, thankfully some of my friends helped me... I still wanna die.. But I'm going to try, I don't wanna lose anyone else for my selfish needs. Thank you to those who have been there for me. I'm sorry to say that I'm kind of upset at someone? I don't know this is rare for me, but you shouldn't  make a person feel worse for something they did a while ago, don't call them names, or make them feel useless, I felt all those emotions last night and I still do, so please do me a favor, don't make people feel that way. Thank you all for hearing me out.

Why should I be happy? I have nothing to live for.. 

Pride Month is soon... I have nobody to celebrate it with...