Pure Placebo

I think this is where I think I officially retire here. I love writing don't get me wrong but... life has been... tough to say the least. I've become very burnt out. It has been plaguing me for years now. I used to love getting on every day to write but ever since high school ended, I don't feel the want to write anymore. I only kept going because I had a popular story. That being my pokemon story. I get sudden inspirations here and there but overall. I get on here and I just sit and look at the blank screen with no idea how to progress. I've thrown around endings for my stories and settled on big endings for all of my stories. My Pokémon story has a great ending I've never seen done before. My original story has an ending to it that is somber. It's just getting to that ending is what is killing me. I won't spoil the pokemon ending because it's the one that is most set-in stone. But, the ending i have going for my original story is that Pure doesn't live in the end. He will sacrifice himself. At least, that was my plan. I just can't make a compelling story to get that ending. Even my other stories. I keep trying to make a compelling story for the endings I have planned. I think I did this to myself because I started all these stories because I had the impulse to do so which ultimately doomed me. It overloaded me and I officially started hating writing. I'm sure someday I might return. I just don't know if that'll happen anytime soon. I am sorry to those who loved my work. I just don't think they'll be finished anytime soon. Goodbye for now my friends.

Holy Shit guys. I got my account back. I thought I lost this. I'm actually overjoyed as all hell.

Hey, this is my new account. I had to transfer for legal reasons so thanks for all the good times. I'll be continueing my stories over here.

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          I have a wild idea to run past y'all. I've been trying to write more 18+ stuff. I'm thinking up an idea that Isabel, Otherwise known as Charity thought up. Basically a one shot between made up characters. (Most likely Pure and Charity because you know they're OCS of ares.) It may be Vance or someone else. Idk but it goes along the lines of the girl is bored and reading a book. The dude comes in with a quite obvious *ahem* strain in the pants. Basically she decides to help him very boredly while reading her book. It escalates I'm sure. Me and Isabel didn't talk about it in too much detail. But we're just trying to think of news things to write about. Is this something y'all would like to read?

Huh, It's been a while since I've worked on anything. I know it seems like I make up reasons. But, I've been working a full-time job and juggling a relationship at the same time. But, I am trying to work on my stories. Betrayal turned holy revenge is mainly what I'm working on. I don't have a schedule anymore. But, I'm trying guys. I am sorry.

I actually found time to write today. You'd be proud of me.

want you to know that you're an amazing person. If you don't get this back I understand. But I (and this challenge as a whole) have a game for you. Once you read this message you must send it to 15 other people, including me. If you get at least three back, you are loved. (If you are not loved by Jesus, we do not discourage people here.) Nobody knows how important something is until they lose it. Tonight at 11:59, the person you love the most will realize they love you. Then at 1:00-2:00 pm, be ready for the shock of your life
          
          (I was challenged just so you know)

Hey guys, It really has been a while huh? Well, I come bearing good news though. The first thing on my little list here is that my desktop is working again so i can finally do some writing but well writer's block is still a thing so don't expect anything right now. I made "The Cursed One" only because I just felt inspired enough to do it on my phone. 2nd thing on my list is that I have graduated and I've decided to head into the world of makeup and do some writing on the side. Basically, I'm going to beauty school in the following year or so. Alright, the last thing on my list and I'm gonna try to keep it simple and sweet but I probably won't. As some of you may know. I don't know how many of you follow my books and stuff I posted. Well in the last update I did which is directly under this one. I said to you all that I and Isabelle decided to take some time apart. I said also that all I could do was hope for things to work out better and I did just that and I swear I'm some sort of luck charm because the universe let me be happy once again. Isabelle and I are back together again after a few months of being apart. It felt weird that we saw each other at the graduation ceremony but with some communication which is key in a relationship and don't let anyone else tell you otherwise. Some tear shed and some honesty later and things started to work again and I'll say it once and I'll say it a million times. I love Isabelle with all my heart and I will protect her even at the cost of my life. Thank you all for listening and hopefully I'll be making stories soon. I'll see you all around. Pure Placebo Out!

Hey guys, it's been a while hasn't it? Well, here are the first few things that are happening. I would put all this into my "Things about me and co." book but this is just too important to put into any book. First things first, I'm graduating from high school in like 4 days. I've made it far in life and this is the next stepping stone into my adventure of life. The next thing on my list is that I'm probably gonna be silent on here for a long time after this. The reason being is that I type out my stories a shit ton on this very computer I'm using right now. Well, It isn't my property it's my highschool's property and I can't keep it so I can't keep writing until I secure myself a way to keep writing. I love writing here and I wish I could keep doing it. But, until then I'm gonna be silent for a while. Also, the last thing on my list may catch some of you in a shock. If you have been following my "Love is an Odd Drug" and "Love is an Addiction" Stories and have read my "Things about me and Co." stuff. I talk about this certain person a lot. After 2 long years of my life that I will never regret is that I and Isabelle or Charity as you guys know her by. I and she have decided to take some time away from each other. That's the main reason why I haven't been typing into the "Love is an Addiction" Story. She was my main inspiration for that story and I can't write for it right now. Until either thing gets better or I get some hope in my life. I can't continue writing for really any of my stories for now. I know you guys wouldn't mind and I appreciate that really. Thank you all for reading my stories and supporting me. It helps me more than you know. Don't worry about me though. I will return one day. Until then, this is goodbye for now. As much as that pains me to say. I will see you all in the future. Hunter or well Pure Placebo signing off.

Sup guys, so if any of y'all read the latest part to "Things about me I guess and Co." I made a slight comment suggesting "naughty" things. I will say that me and her aren't ready for that kind of stuff and we've never done it. It was a joke that was eating away at my guilt since this morning so an apology from me felt necessary.